Hi guys,
im fairly new to this site but not the concept of LD.
My name is Josh,im 21 and from Germany
Ive had a few encounters in the past,all of them really random.Often i just realized that something is just completely wrong.

Also had some DEILD-ish dreams where i just fell into a dream right away with a certain lucidity but not enough.Ive been keeping a DJ since spring of last year but only have like 20 entries but rather good ones.

Lately ive been having some problems with SP.I can get to a point where my legs are numb but that is mostly it (without prior sleep).No matter how much i relax i either stay in that state or just fall asleep in an instant.
Last night though i was there again but then felt an itching on my forehead and i somehow focused on it and almost got complete SP.Fairly exciting but a bit frustrating...

Im really interested in this whole concept because i have to admit that most of my dreams are nightmares where i have to relive some struggles in my life and i want to fight these nightterrors

I hope i can become a good dreamer