I should add that it's been years since I've had a lucid dream, but now I'm actually willing to try whatever I need to try to get it back. Now and then over the years I'd try, but nothing. I didn't really pay it much attention and just went on with life. I still had very vivid dreams on occasion, but the reoccurring dream ended when the lucid dreams began and I could never really make the jump to lucidity when I've had realistic dreams. I'm at a point now where for some reason I'm wanting it back very badly, to no avail. I'm sure it's some sort of mental block, but I don't know how to get rid of it. And yes, I am completely aware that it sounds crazy. Any and all advice would be appreciated.