Hi everyone,

Im just going to jump right in as i need answers ASAP been researching but nothing is clear!

So in the past i had lucid dreams where im fully aware that i am dreaming, there's been times when i am trying to wake up because my brain wakes up but not my body and there be pain in my head while still asleep and i cant move my body, im trying to scream because im in a lot of pain and it feels like im fighting with myself but im really scared so i jut try to wake up cos i know im still in some sort of dream, eventually i wake up pain is gone and im fine.
I had this happen few times over the last 3 years or so.

Now, 2 nights ago i went to sleep around 11pm. I realised that i was dreaming, pain came on again. The pain is like my brain is trying to enter something but im scared so im not letting it happen and then i thought (in the lucid dream) let it happen let me see what happens cant be that bad as its me dreaming and i have actually thought that (while not sleeping) next time i have these lucid dream ill allow it to go further and not fight it. So i did...pain went...all black and it felt weird like i was inside my mind..and then i said to myself "I CAN BE" and it came from my unconscious mind then my consciousness laughed and i felt like i giggled literally because i felt like wow i finally allowed myself to do this and this is what it is and its almost a gateway for something very exciting, like i unlocked something.

This might sound strange and sounds strange to me too. I just want to know if someone else has experienced this, know something about this or anything that this could be.

Any type if information/help at this point will be more than useful!