Thank you for the welcome. I don't know if relieved was the word...I felt powerful, like it was just natural and I had to protect those people. Anyway, my dreams get way, way, disturbingly worse. We are talking major disasters with corpses scattered everywhere and people weeping over them and even worse than that. Frankly, that dream was childs play. But, I started listening to Isochronic pulses Wednesday and I've gained more control over my dreams overall, at least I can feel it, my mind running in the back round and trying to gain complete control. Bottom line is I'm trying to stop my really bad dreams and so far the pulses are helping a great deal. Oddly enough I also applied for a correctional officer job online about a week ago. I got an email back yesterday saying they accepted my appllication, I just need to pass the apptitude test and make it through academy, which is very similar to boot camp, minus some exercise and your superiors don't scream at you. Other than that following military custom is expected, marching, salutes, standing at attention, the whole nine yards. I also volunteered to work at Pelican Bay State Prison in Cresccent City, Desert High State Prison in Susanville, and the California Correctional Center in Susanvile becaust it bumped me up to priority status. To clarify, I say odd because if this pans out I will be in a military invironment with combat training, especially hand to hand, firearms, and in that dream on the 12th I joined the Marines...seems symbolic almost.
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