i wanna tell you a "everybody-hopes-it's-one-hell-short-story" about my last lucid dream
but every good stroy has its prolog right?
here we go,
i was so interested in LD like a year ago... pratice it with DILD(first i knew LD from "awoken"- it's an android app, you can download it in googleplay. i practice it with that app and help me so much but still not giving me any LD yet, i want to expand my knowledge then... so i found this site and tried to elaborate. i was so relieved that my pratice with previous app was called DILD in this site, so i thought i didnt waste time back there and continue practice with DV's tutorial. after a month i gained my first LD)
My first LD was so short... one at a time in dream state i realized i talk nonsense and i do my RC and poof! Got LD... i was so excited with my first one, in my dream i immidietly jump off the roof and fly!
i repeated LD with DILD like two times more... it's pretty easy 'cause basically you just do RC in the dream like you used to do when you awake and you realise you are in the dream then you can do whatever you cant do in reality. the forming habit of RC takes time though and need some patience.
after my days so unpredictable, i became lazy to keep doing rehearsal. after couple of months i lost the ability.
that was the prolog
now the main story,
like two weeks ago, my dream was about me having vacation with a group i didnt know pretty well. after i reach the destination (it's an old town), i met a girl... in the dream i didnt recognise her, but after i woke up i knew she was one of my friend and her appereance in my dream just so random 'cause i didnt know her well, back in my dream she talked about something to me... she then point a finger to an empty field... she raised her hand and made a garden with empty handed. I was so surprised but i knew exactly what was happening. I did my old RC, i realised i was in a dream,, I raise my hand and i could make a big statue. i was like an avatar back there. but i went too far.. the girl who brought back the LD , left me... i did everything i like. In my dream i remember something about a film titled "inception", to be specific i remember the scene when you change things in your dream too much , every people around you will turn against you. So, every people in the old town started turning against me exactly like in the film.
i tried to save my life, i made a sword with just a blink of an eye... but they were just too many... and i died.
when i died, my LD turned into random dreams until i woke up again..
i dont know... i thought i lost LD like forever when i stop practice... i even stop writing my DJ... the comeback of LD with a little bit twist of random friend i dont really know just... bring back the reason why i tried LD in the first place... it's so full of mystery..
today i have decided that i will practice LD again!
maybe i will try with DILD first like i did befor... then i will try another technique...
my question : when we want to practice again, do we have to try so hard like the first time we learn LD?


thank you guys!
PS: FYI, my RC was pinch my nose... if i could still breath then i know it's a dream..