Well, when I just lay down to go to sleep I will have these crazy and vivid dreams, It takes me a min. but I start to control them. It all happens in this world I create. On the other hand when I have my dream journal right beside my bed and repeat " I will have a lucid dream" over and over again before I fall asleep, I will have a hard time just even recalling my dreams. If I don't try I feel like I'm not wanting to be in control of my dreams and maybe my subconscience will shut my memory off to my dreams? I dunno, paranoid of the mind? Hell I just woke up. I'm probaly not makeing any sense. Anywho, good morning forum.