I am first to say,
Welcome to the forum Ano! :aphiusisonecrazySOB:

Secondly, it is not a good idea to introduce yourself to a forum and make the declaration that you hate gays. You don't know what kind of response you'll get. There are people who would, and probably will, flame you for saying something like that.

Well, for your question. Maybe you should not dislike gays so much. I know that the more you don't want to think about something the more you will end up thinking about it...

<< Not any kind of expert

Its like Lowercase said. Its just a dream. I think that the media has hyped up a view of dreams. They are portrayed in the movies and such like they're what you want to happen, but they're not. They're just random and psychological stuff most of the time.