Thread: Myfirst LD and a question

Until i found dreamview, i didn't know Lucid dreaming has so many techniques. I can say that i am becaming lucid in almost every nightmare. I realise that it is a dream and then i fight with the enemy bravely and do nothing else.

Except nightmares i had 4-5 vivid LDs and and only in two of them i flied, in the others i didn't break the dream scenario but i knew i was in dream.

I see LDs since i ama child but this is my first ld after i found dreamview 3
days ago.

I was escaping a child (don't remember why). I got in a room and closed the door. The child opened the door showed me his head, giggled and got back closing door. I knew he would do that again and when he did, i planned to hit him in the head. Suddenly i realised that it is a dream. (Escaping or fighting with somebody has became a natural RC for me. That is why i become lucid in nightmares.) I opened the door and tried to teleport the child whereever i want. After 5-6 tries i could only manage to teleport him one time. And decided to send a fireball to him but again couldn't manage. Suddenly again i realised that i am lucid and i remembered DW. And i tried teleporting by saying it and i teleported the child and teleported myself to the back of the child. İt was fun to see the surprised look on the child's face. Then i wanted to see someone dead in my family. I closed my eyes to imagine him. when i closed my eyes i felt my real eyes and when i opened my eyes i was awake I closed my eyes and tried to spin but it was too late.

Is it always like that? Should'nt we close our eyes in dreams or is it a coincidence?

Why couldn't i control my dream? I know it is hard to control DCs but i should be able to send the fireball.

And i am very sad not trying to fly instead of looking for someone. İt feels so wonderful. You feel so light when you wake up.