Well the reality is that you are dealing with some kind of fear. You need to conquer your fears. Its one of the most difficult things we have to do in our lives IMO. You probably have a fear of the unknown or a fear of death more specifically. Look at this way. You are dying hundreds and thousands of death because of your fear and in reality you die only once. If you conquer your fear, you will release a great weight and empower yourself in a way you can't possibly imagine. Its much easier said that done to be sure and will take time, but like anything else, if you make it a focus, it will be overcome. Also if you can, aske the people you see what they want exactly. You might be surprised at the answer. Lastly you are not crazy, you are just more aware. The reality of what is going on in this world is something most people don't want to hear.
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