Heya

Well first off my name is Theodorous, I came across dreamviews while researching some dreams I have been having, what I didn't realise is that there are many websites devoted to something called Lucid dreaming.

I've spent the last few hours reading over the site and i've got a few questions.

If a dream becomes 'lucid' when you first realise a dream, then i've been having these dreams almost everynight since I can remember, I don't know how but in my dreams I always know what is real and what is not without knowing how, it's as if I remember going to bed and my brain is telling me that it knows i'm still asleep. I've managed to control one or two of my dreams for a short duration, but i've never managed to take full control. I'm hoping to learn how, but as I recall most of the time my brain is fighting itself in my dream, for example a week or so ago I had this dream where I was walking up my drive to my front door, I check my pockets and I realise my key has gone, so I concentrate really hard and I check my pocket again and the key is there, so I put it in the door but it doesn't work, then everything starts to blurr and all the color drains out of the environment and the dreamworld falls apart, has anyone ever had anything like this before where your brain is fighting itself?