Okay... Honestly. I've been trying to LD for at least 7 months now. The closest I've gotten was I once realized I was dreaming by thinking something wasn't possible, and then I lost control and felt like I got warped back to reality, waking up in SP, then I moved and became totally awake. Other than that one instance, I haven't gotten close to LD, and recently I've even been forgetting my dreams... Which doesn't usually happen, I have great dream recall and keep a dream journal. I try to do RC's during the day, and every time I go to sleep I attempt SP and use a mantra along the lines of; "I will realize I am dreaming tonight"
But it seems as if NOTHING is working..... I've never gotten close to LD'ing other than that one occasion, but I do have very vivid dreams, so I thought making the step to LD'ing would be easy..... Guess not.
I tend to have at least 2 dreams per night, and usually can remember all of them...
Life has just been getting very stressful and.... well, not the greatest thing, so I'm hoping to master LDing so I can have a place to my own every night, however all these failed attempts are beginning to make me wonder if its even possible....
Please help! What can I do to improve my chances?!?!