Thread: Do you have a fetish?

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Possession is a pretty nifty one. I don't remember if it's been discussed at length here, but one that's been getting me lately is sort of a demonic-type thing. The way it works is that there's one person who is inhabited by a demon/spirit/whatever (I like it better with demon ) and slowly has their mind decompiled in sort of an ego death kind of fashion until their identity is totally gone and they're just a field of perception, and then they're slowly rebuilt into reality with the mind of the demon instead. I prefer the submissive aspect of it, the idea is that you know what's happening (because the demon is taunting you or whatever) but there's nothing you can do but watch in fear as your reality is totally disassembled in front of you and your identity slips away forever and your body is stolen. And because it's still your body you still perceive everything that happens when you're the demon, you just have the demon's mind and memories instead. Sometimes I throw in sort of a mental assimilation so that all of your memories and everything are still in tact too, but it's still the demon in control.

For me, this has to be with me and another girl. If there's a guy involved (on either the demon or victim end), then it amounts to a different fetish. And, though I said that I like the submissive side of it, the way it usually works for me (not always, but usually) is that I start out imagining myself as the other girl, and then I'm the demon, so the end result is that I'm the one in control when I take over the body, but I still got to experience the fear and submission as the other, totally innocent perspective first. This is actually an old favorite of mine, but it's been bouncing back lately.

Lmfao, I've no idea what the hell you're referring to.... not specifically. And I think this is the oddest fetish posted so far. Nice one. How does this happen?

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Lmfao, I've no idea what the hell you're referring to.... not specifically. And I think this is the oddest fetish posted so far. Nice one. How does this happen?

Exactly my thoughts haha. But it sounds somewhat interesting ;D Althrough i'm sure this is not something possible in reality..

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Lmfao, I've no idea what the hell you're referring to.... not specifically. And I think this is the oddest fetish posted so far. Nice one. How does this happen?

Nah, I've posted weirder in here before. Though this one I'm proud because of the whole submissive and dominant thing I mentioned. And it happens in whatever way fits the situation best. XD You gotta change things up, you can't just use the exact same situation every time or it gets old!

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Exactly my thoughts haha. But it sounds somewhat interesting ;D Althrough i'm sure this is not something possible in reality..

Does it have to be?

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Does it have to be?

Good point ^^

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Nah, I've posted weirder in here before. Though this one I'm proud because of the whole submissive and dominant thing I mentioned. And it happens in whatever way fits the situation best. XD You gotta change things up, you can't just use the exact same situation every time or it gets old!



Does it have to be?

Really? Do share again... I wanna see weirder.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Really? Do share again... I wanna see weirder.

Too lazy to go searching back through the thread yourself, huh? Alright, well I'll do it then, because I'm not taking the time to type all this stuff up again lol. Here's a starter.

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Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Eep. That's quite a question. Are you sure you're prepared for the answer?

What gets me going is the thought of the breakdown of consensus reality from my point of view. This can be achieved in a few key ways, though other things occasionally come to mind. The easiest way is through thought of insanity. I mean just pure craziness, dysfunction of the mind to the point of transpersonal experience. The idea of pure sensory chaos is very appealing to me.

Another way I tend to focus on is the thought of fusing or uncontrollably being fused with another person to the point that our minds are forced to collide with each other and absorb all of each others' information simultaneously. In that way I mean sort of like you lived their life and they lived yours and all of your experiences and thought processes and emotions are combined into one sum consciousness and all of this is portrayed in real time as some kind of never-ending out-of-body experience, and that generally leads to the thought of our two minds working in unison at the deepest possible level of personal identity and creating spiritual ecstasy simply by being linked together. Also, that person's gender makes no difference to me, at these basic levels there is nothing but spirit and we can act on each others' pure emotional desires. I also sometimes (though not as much lately) use that scenario as an extension of vorarephilia, but it's not a requirement.

A third way is through the thought of my mind being split into multiple bodies at the same time, often to the point of my consciousness being spread so thin that I begin to perceive reality as some sort of hive mind. This is usually enough for me anyway, but sometimes it leads down the path of each of the bodies seeking out sexual pleasure at the same time so that all of the feelings converge at once. However, most of what does it for me is the idea of basically becoming this mechanical mind which must function in bizarre and ineffable ways to be able to control each persona simultaneously.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Too lazy to go searching back through the thread yourself, huh? Alright, well I'll do it then, because I'm not taking the time to type all this stuff up again lol. Here's a starter.

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I've felt that unconditional attraction to male/female when on MDMA, but that's about it. You should see if this extends to animals. Are you talking sober this happens?

Edit: And yes, I am lazy.