Thread: Way of thought, view of all things changing

Hi mind, I can identify with almost everything you are saying. I feel as if this has happened to me this year as well. Especially with the fits of euphoria and the enjoyment of being on your own. It's as if you've reached a new spiritual plateau isn't it? If i'm not mistaken, this is similar to what Maslow described as the 'peak experience' (like Sylar mentions for any Heroes fans reading this).

Wiki's info on the peak experience: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peak_experience

I also feel the urge like I need to tell my friends about how great this is, and often it seems like everything I say falls on deaf ears. I also feel like I am rambling, or that I'm trying much too hard to convince them.

I wonder if the desire to spread it to others is really just a way to try and justify it to myself. That this apparent beauty in everything is real and not just a way I have deluded myself into feeling enlightened. So for now I try to resist trying to describe it to others when they don't seem to want to hear it, and rather I channel the energy into trying to gain more knowledge about myself and the world. I think I have much, much more to understand.

It's really hard to describe it isn't it? Like there ought to be some word in the English language to capture it, but there just isn't.

Well it was understandable that I couldn't find someone with a similar experience in my shirt circle of friends and family but when it came to the internet I thought there would be TONS! Like we could make our own forum or something. Well I'm gad to see I found one...or that one found me, either way its good that I atleast found one. Well even if you can't relate to everything I said does anyone have any experiences of this ecstatic euphoric feeling? Or find themselved more interested in the surroundings? Anything?!

Big post= snooooze

Well, if this post is soo boring to you why even take the time to make a post saying so? I'm sure you don't go to every post you are bored by and say it's boring. This thread is obviously made for those who care about what it is about, or for those with similar experiences. Not for people to waste space by saying how boring it is. I would much rather have an empty thread than a thread with a bunch of posts saying how crappy the thread is. And I actually hope that you don't get to read this. Cause if you do it just means you took the time to re-enter this thread that is soooooo boring. So how bout if you have something worth saying say it. If you don't than don't waste time, you aren't getting anywhere.

Originally Posted by mindwanderer

Well, if this post is soo boring to you why even take the time to make a post saying so? I'm sure you don't go to every post you are bored by and say it's boring. This thread is obviously made for those who care about what it is about, or for those with similar experiences. Not for people to waste space by saying how boring it is. I would much rather have an empty thread than a thread with a bunch of posts saying how crappy the thread is. And I actually hope that you don't get to read this. Cause if you do it just means you took the time to re-enter this thread that is soooooo boring. So how bout if you have something worth saying say it. If you don't than don't waste time, you aren't getting anywhere.

This.

AmazeO, if you're going to post worthless shit don't post at all. Quit acting like a fucking troll in a pathetic attempt to be "amusing." If your attention span is too short to read a paragraph or two, don't take the time to post and prove it, thus ruining the thread for people who actually do give a shit.

In conclusion: Your Post = Snooooze.

That sounds wonderful. After getting into lucid dreaming I feel that reality isn't so real anymore. I examine some things more closely and get some weird feeling off of it. Perhaps I'm not talking about the same thing though.

Originally Posted by ExoByte

This.

AmazeO, if you're going to post worthless shit don't post at all. Quit acting like a fucking troll in a pathetic attempt to be "amusing." If your attention span is too short to read a paragraph or two, don't take the time to post and prove it, thus ruining the thread for people who actually do give a shit.

In conclusion: Your Post = Snooooze.

Finally someone said it.

mindwanderer, i know exactly how you feel, i can relate to you on a similar level. I used to do those sort of things like just taking in life by staring at the beauty of the world around me. I wish i had time for that now, but i do not, when it gets to the Summer i think i am in need of some serious meditation, i'm missing out. I know exactly what you mean though and i think that if i wasn't so wrapped up in important things i would probably just go and live my own life and make my own happiness.

Good thread, its good to get it out, made me think about this though and i may need to start appreciating the little things rather than moaning about what i don't have.

Originally Posted by ExoByte

This.

AmazeO, if you're going to post worthless shit don't post at all. Quit acting like a fucking troll in a pathetic attempt to be "amusing." If your attention span is too short to read a paragraph or two, don't take the time to post and prove it, thus ruining the thread for people who actually do give a shit.

In conclusion: Your Post = Snooooze.

Well Said!!! Anyways it's good to hear that there are some people who can relate.

Ohhh, yeah... I feel like I could have written this thread myself!

I have been like this ever since I started hanging out in the wilderness, at the beach, and on mountain peaks a lot. It's like eleviating yourself from everyday worries and routines. When you take the time to look at a plant and start imagining how wonderful for an ant that plant alone must be, you start thinking on a major scale and it's fucking awesome.

I am happy for you my friend. Stay up!

Originally Posted by Lucid Seeker

Finally someone said it.

mindwanderer, i know exactly how you feel, i can relate to you on a similar level. I used to do those sort of things like just taking in life by staring at the beauty of the world around me. I wish i had time for that now, but i do not, when it gets to the Summer i think i am in need of some serious meditation, i'm missing out. I know exactly what you mean though and i think that if i wasn't so wrapped up in important things i would probably just go and live my own life and make my own happiness.

Good thread, its good to get it out, made me think about this though and i may need to start appreciating the little things rather than moaning about what i don't have.

THEY LIKE ME! THEY REALLY LIKE ME!~

You should watch "Into the Wild" if you haven't already.

Great movie about a man escaping the trappings of society, only to realize too late that joy is only real when it is shared with others.

Like emerson said, "Persons are supplementary to the teaching of the soul."

And from "Waking Life": "You haven't met yourself yet. But the advantage to meeting others in the meantime is that one of them may present you to yourself. Examine the nature of everything you observe."