Oh, man...
There was this chick I used to work with...amazing. Perfect body, cute face, bright blue/green eyes and short blonde hair. She was an aspiring artist and a video game freak, just like me. We would chill during our lunch break at work and just ride around and smoke together.
Well, one night, I needed some bud, and she said she could get me some. She ended up driving all the way out to my house, which was like 50 miles away, and brought me a bag. We sat around and smoked for a little while, and she asked me what kind of games I had. We ended up playing DBZ Budokai against each other for a while. By the time we were playing, she was sitting on my bed, and I was sitting in the computer chair across from her.
Now, don't get me wrong, I wasn't completely oblivious. Every time I looked over at her, I wanted to kiss her...but I was aware that she had a *boyfriend* (meaning someone she was technically with, but wasn't really all too crazy about). I was racking my brain as to whether or not to make a move on her. If nothing else, I didn't want to offend her and risk jeopardizing our friendship. So...I did nothing. Even when I was walking her to the door, I wanted to kiss her (and, in retrospect, I believe she wanted me to)...but I didn't. I basically pussed out, because I wasn't sure of the signals she was giving, and I didn't want to be wrong.
Well, after that, I didn't talk to her very much. She pretty much cut me off. We talked every now and then, but that's about it. We were never as close, again, as we were. I think it's because she really wanted me to make a move on her, and I didn't.
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