I feel so bad when I see my family lacking things...

[bonthan]

Every time I see my little sister wishing for something that many other kids have and she doesn't, I felt a hole in my heart, which in turn I hate myself for being so incompetent and broke. Like if I was rich my mom could afford a better place to live, my dad does not have to work so hard day and night just to make ends meet. Every time I think about it it just screwed my mind over. I desperately wished to change my life just to be able to afford them a better living. My life aspiration is to be a writer, I think I am a competent writer, better than most people but not good enough to be a best selling novelist. But I am trying hard to get better so I can make lots of money, you will probably tell me that most writer will be broke, I know this fact, but I also know that this is America and everybody has a chance. Just a thought that I wanted to share.