2 WILDs and DG Encounter!

**Killerblonde** · 05-15-2011 07:23 PM

Last night, I went to bed around midnight, and set my alarm to wake me in four and a half hours. After I was awoken, I used the bathroom, and settled down for WILDing. I counted my breaths, and got to about 110 until I started hearing sounds, and my body started feeling wierd. Eventually it all stopped, and I wondered if I had completed the crossing-over, or if I had failed. I lie still for a little longer, and then entered a short dream.

I was in some sort of underground complex, and there were some iron I beams on the floor representing cell phone service. I 'dragged' them to the top, like I was using a mouse with a 3D modeling software. Then, I got out my cell phone, (I don't own one in RL,) and called my wife/girlfriend, (and in RL, I'm very single.) She said something snippy and short, and then hung up. I felt sorrowful and angry, two emotions I rarely feel. I harnessed this feeling, as in real life I go around not ever feeling much, so this was a nice dream for me. Then, my dream seemed to stop. I was in my bed again, and I was somehow holding on to a TV monitor with the last instant of my dream on it. I could not let go no matter how hard I tried, or move on in any way. I ended the dream, and found myself back in bed.

I rolled over onto my side, and decided to give it another go. I didn't count my breaths at all, I just said "I am dreaming" over and over to myself. Eventually, I entered another dream. My little bro was in my room, and obstructing my entire dream from moving on. I told him that I could end his existance in my dream, so he backed off. I walked down a hallway, and then said, "I want to meet my dream guide." As I turned a corner, I saw a dark figure at the end of another hallway. As I approched it, I saw that it was a small girl, no older than 12 or 13. I asked her if she was my dream guide, and she replied "yes". I then asked her what the meaning to my life was, and she replied, "to walk the walk just walk". I then lost lucidicy, and went on to have a dream about cannibalistic poodles. (no joke, they were eating each other)

Anyhow, I think what my DG meant was that by doing what I've been doing all this time, everything will turn out okay, or at least wouldn't suddenly go bad. Still didn't answer my question, but at least she didnt say "it means nothing, go kill yourself"

. Well that's my experience. I am quite pleased.