Today I tried to WILD with WBTB. Which at first seem failed because I felt in sleep.
But I keep waking myself up in sleep paralysis a short while after I felt assleep. The thing is I keep dreaming myself wanting to go to the bath room to wash my hands because I dont feel comfortable without doing it, because my hand got dirtied in the dream before. So this episodes of waking/dreaming repeated for 2-3 times. Then as I wake up and find my self in sleep paralysis again, I closed my eye right away. Then I imagined myself washing my hand with cold water in the bath room. Suddenly I hear buzzing noise both ears and my head feels like its banging from inside. Eventually this stops because I keep ordering myself to lucid while imagine a dreamscene I like.
Well the thing is when I opened my eye again, the dream scene which I wanted doesnt appears. So I thought I failed xD. Then there is this person tried waking me up, I thought it was a friend of my mother or something. So I told him in details what happened and that I almost succeded at WILD. The funny thing is that this guy actually gives me answers like he was a pro, telling me that I was very close and explaining why I failed etc. While he himself is just a dream character in my dream xD. To make it worst I actually believed everythings he said... So yeah I felt like I got trolled .
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