hello everyone.
it's about 10mins til 7am wher i am at and I have a story to tell you...
This happened about 10mins ago..I'm a bit confused if i was LUCID Dreaming, or if i was just "Dreaming" about wanting to be Lucid....
[ Dream ]
I dont know how i got here, but i ended up on this street in my town.. I remember it being a little gray outside..and i told myself in my dream
"If I were Dreaming, I could run and jump through this buidling....and end up on the otherside"
NOTE: at this point of my dream, It was kinda like.. "I made myself, run and jump through the building"
So i ran and jumped toward the buidling and sure enough,i went through it and to the otherside on the patch of grass--I could see myself "Go through the house" and i ended up being like "Yah that was wicked" And i stood there...
NOTE: This is where i am unclear....
I remember walking and my eye sight was bad so i said "Clarity Now!" and i said that a few times, until my eye sight got to a weird normal "CLEAR" vision..And right after that I said "Lucidity Now!" And i could feel that sharpness of like everything become more "Real" but it wasn't like it was in my last LD where like it was a "Shap" quick feeling of more REALISM.... But i still told myself to stay calm....
So after saying that, i remember telling myself in my head that
"Yes, now i can go on to Dream Views, and say that i had another LD"
I didn't do no reality checks or nothing like that, but i remember just going around..being excited..I dont know if i was in "Control" of my dream because i never stopped and figured it out..I just remember letting my "Dream" take me around..and I ended up by this body of water..and seagul's were flying around..and i remember telling myself
"If i was LUCID, i could make myself go to a tropical island, and be on a beach on a sunny day!"
But i never tried doing it cuz i knew in my dream--telling myself in my dream-- I didn't wanna try to do anything that random, just in case i woke up..Also i saw the Seagul pretty clear..and i kept walking around for a few more moments,and i woke up.....
[ Dream Ends ]
Now the thing i dont understand is..is I told myself in my dream "If i was dreaming..I could run and go through that building, no problem.." And i made myself do that..like i was "In control there" and when i came out the other side..That's when i started saying "Clarity Now!" about a couple times and i kept feeling a "Sharpness" and my eye sight kept getting better..And i yelled out "Lucidity Now!" and i felt a sharpness of REALISM there, and i also remember thinking..Calm Down..
Now im a little bit skeptical if i was "LUCID" through my whole dream because i never stopped and like tried to make sure...Last night before i went to bed..I took 2 pain pills that causes drowsyness--i took them for my mouth---and i fell asleep later around like 2am
Alright so the moral of this all was...I "Made" myself go through that building..to basically "Let me know" that I was dreaming---can i say that was an RC???--and after i got through to the other side i said "Clarity Now" and "Lucidity Now" All i remember is going around being excited that "YES now i can tell people on DV that i had another LD" that was like one of my main concerns at the time....And when i ended up by that body of water i was like ":Yah If i were Lucid, i could make myself go to a tropical Island" I knew i was thinking that and i was thinking about closing my eyes, but i didn't want to cus i would have risked waking myself up...
So my question is
Was i LUCID or was i dreaming about LUCID dreaming?
I would like you all to reply to this cuz i dont want to count it as a LD without being 110% sure...the moment in the dream where i jumped through the house and did CLarity Now and Lucidity Now....I knew i was dreaming...cuz i jumped through the house to let myself know i was...
So with that..I guess "I count" it has a LD, but the thing that makes me think it wasn't, was cuz i just let myself "Go" with the dream where ever, and when i go there i kept going back to "Lucid Dreaming" things..like "If i were LD, I could..." blah blah..so tell me what u all think
thanks
dj jones
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