had a dream that I went to hang out in this house and a bunch of girls (very beautiful) were there in circle at table sitting. However the weird part is that my brother was there too. We were playing this game truth and dare and, I said dare and the woman (suddenly I was sitting on her lap) said Kiss me. I tell her, I want to but my brother is there (whispering). However shestill kisses me so pasionatley by sucking my bottom lip slowly forjust a second, my brother did not see.
Times go by and I go shopping with these girls (my brother is
not present in my dream anymore) and I start to like them even more, especially the girl that I kissed.
Next thing you know I was in a room, of a bed next to this ginger looking very beautiful girl (not the girl that I kissed) , and I am on top of her(we are not having sex but just being cuddly). Inside the white covers we were kissing (not french) passionately. but we were not "touching" each otther, and we also had our clothes on.Then my ginger ( I guess secretly girlfriend) girlfriend tells me "Do you want to have sex?"
I say back,"Yes! let's do it, juuuust Kidding! people will hear us" jokingly. The room was like a dorm, because other girls, were staying there but in different rooms. So we were all very close friends in my dream.
Inside covers I tell her, "It is hurting me that you are becoming more beautiful" . Which she is because she is glowing in my eyesas i look down on her, and she said somehting which i forgot. I said this because I do not want anyone to know that I am lesbian in my dream, and it is hurting me that I am falling in love
with this girl.
It was funny at the same time because inside the room there aretwo more beds and an office. I am preventing my self to "touch"(or whatever your call it) her because there were two people sleeping and one person working in the office. A child (boy around 5years old) and a grandpa was sleeping there. The person who was in the office was the girl that I kissed passionately during the first meeting, which I have a huge crush on still. The office was only an office desk and a office chair with a type writer, and she was working on something. I want to havesex with my beautiful ginger woman so stood up in my mattressand tell my Crush that I will be getting the radio to play in the room (so no one can hear us while we were having sex) and she said that is nice of you, which hurt me because I like my Crush, and I know my Crush likes me too and she does not know me and and ginger girl are dating. So I did not want to have my Crush expect me to get her, so I tell her, "sigh... btw me and ginger(i dont knwo her name), are dating" She looks like she is
purely crushed but is hiding it. so she tells me there is "a room downstairs another bed if you want"
When I hear these words I am also hurt because I like that ginger but I like my Crush more, but I donot want to leave the ginger, I wanted both of them. So I tell my Crush no it is alright. After I tell her that a guy that looks rich with a olive looking suit comes in a says to my crush, "Hi, let's go downstairs, there is a bed there," It seems to be her some kind of ex, she stands up and ready to follow. I suddenly take her hand and says "No she is mine" my Crush willingly listens to me. and then I forgot therest
-In the real world I am a lesbian but is not out, and plan not to forever
-my crush "resembles" (not looks like) this counselor women that i have a crush on (in my college) which I have met up to ask for some counseling tips, the day before my dream