hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha wow thinking back, WTF.
I thought i had been lucid before, thought i had been able to fly but i dont think it was entirely like it, i swear i achieved complete lucidity
What happened: went to sleep at 3amish after drinking(6 cans of 5.6%), woke at 8 felt okish, got myself some squash and now here's what gave me this dream, couldnt get back to sleep and i believe i am very prone to hypnogogic hallucinations, i remember looking at the ceiling and it was giving off a strange "shimmer"(anyone with experience will know what i am on about),
the first part of the dream was strange and not enjoyable, i had noticed my sister was getting ready for work(real world), and this translated into my dreams, i ended up running out of my room quite scared i was hallucinating(i felt these were true hallucinations and they didnt go away when i thought i had woken and ran out to find help/comfort), my sister was doing normal things and somehow this managed to prompt me to think "this isnt right" thats when it hit, i had a very strange and personal change in my dream and eventually got to the most beautiful landscape and thought to myself "This is where i want to live my life" I thought it was some foreign country at the time it was like a video game the sky was a perfect red sunset and the trees were grand and beautiful, to cut the story short as it becomes personal, the first thing i tried to do with loads of beautiful girls around is have sex!(dont hate me!), i managed to think through all this thinking "wow im dreaming, let me just do this and ill wake up, i can wake up at anytime i want this is brilliant".
Sorry for the rambling i just woke up feeling extremely happy, a bit strange and wanted to write it down.
anyone else ever experienced the hallucination part in their dreams? I think this is what maybe caused the lucidity i could actively feel myself hallucinating.
Edit: might be worth it to add that swim has a friend who was using weed daily, today being 5 days without it(go him!)
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