The Type Of Lucid Dreamer I Became

[DawnEye11]

THE TYPE OF LUCID DREAMER I BECAME I was thinking about what it meant to be a master lucid dreamer. It never came to me after lucid dreaming for years to be a real master lucid dreamer before i joined here. One who controls everything.All I ever thought about was accepting the challenge and finding out of the box ways to control the dream. Going along with plots as well.That was until i started getting stressed easily and stopped trying to lucid dream though.(Im not stressed now though. Ive gotten better)But since I sort of shaped the lucid dreamer I am now what does that mean for me I wonder. Does that mean I went from beginner to novice to master to beginner to novice to beginner? Now that I think about it I want to be like the master controller but many times I feel like I dont even want to lucid dream. Like when I feel im about to WILD i stop myself from entering the dream. Feels rather melancholic, my feelings for lucid dreaming. So I dont think of myself as a master or a beginner or a novice. Since my mood changes for me and so do my goals. Even how i see things now is different from the way i saw things before.Nonetheless, i think i fit as the explorer more.As an explorer I don't have to worry about controlling everything and can get around. I can use control when I want to but I don't act as a God. I'm just me with stronger abilities lucid dreaming.Also, like the explorer I run, Im brave, I'm curious, Im scared, I'm silly, Im clumsy and I have fun. Just some thoughts.Sorry if it doesn't really make sense to you.If you want to you can write something about the type of lucid dreamer you've become.