And no, I wasn't the one getting forced. It was me doing it. I don't know if my age matters, but I turned 18 on the 15th of March. During the dream, I knew it was a dream. Not sure what it was that made me notice, but this is a first time my dream's been lucid enough for me to just notice. I was in school, normal day. I did meet this freshman girl last term (she turned 15 last month), and I didn't have the thoughts till I saw her in the dream. When I'm active, fully awake, I never have thoughts anywhere near this. Even consensual. The odd part is, I find any sex pretty unappealing when I'm awake. I'm a virgin, never had a girlfriend. But I met her, and I liked her quite a bit. But this is, interestingly enough, the only girl I've had feelings for where any sort of intercourse never really crossed my mind. My dreams are never sexual either. Oddly, she has pretty short hair, but in the dream, her hair was long and wavy (maybe time passed, she looked older by a year or two). But back to once I saw her. She ran off (for some reason, I did not know why), and I first actually ran after her just to ask her what was up with the running off when we usually at the very least, share a happy greeting, if not a friendly conversation. But I actually got a hold of her, and those thoughts crossed my mind. She got away, and I kept chasing her. Being the "god" I am in my dream, I was able to make her appear right in front of me. And I forced her into a bathroom (because I apparently lose all my class when I become a rapist and willing to have sex in a disgusting restroom), but right before anything happened, I woke up, feeling very guilty. I mean, psychologically, I guess it makes sense. I never dated anyone, almost given up my hopes. Along with that, because of our strong chemistry (we clicked really quickly), our friendship was teased and "shipped" (basically people thought we'd be a good couple). And her father... hates teenage guys thinking they might rape her or something, and as such, prohibits her from dating. Great. I became the thing her father despises. I understand why he probably hates me now.

So my question is, am I a potential danger? I really doubt I could overpower her in real life, I'm not a strong person, and she's barely smaller than me, even weighs a bit more than me (I'm 110 pounds, not saying much). I get it ended right before, but I really doubt it was going anywhere else. And I know it's technically just fantasy, and didn't even happen in the dream. And yes, we have spent time together alone, and those are the times that worry me. I just don't want to hurt anyone... especially her. I mean, at one point, I could probably say I loved her, but really... could I say that now?