I used to kill myself, and/or "become weight less", to be able to wake up.. (I can be stuck in dreams for years in earthly-time measure.)

Then one "day"/night, I could not kill myself. And I stayed in the dreamscape, until my father tried to prove to me that it was not a dream, (which of course it was,) by driving the car of a 'cliff' and then down over a stream, and in to a forest, and back out again, screaming of joy, (admitting that it was indeed a dreamscape,) ... ending with a jump with the car, and the weightless-ness... Closed my eyes, in the car, and had a strange position as we was going up, about to come back down again... Which I had (the very same position,) as I opened my eyes in my bed. (After experiencing the ‘weightlessness’ at the peak of the jump.)

I tried to kill myself by jumping head first from the 3'rd floor. But, I hit the ground as if I was an opposing magnet.

Anyways; After years and years of this, I finally found, that going to sleep there, is almost the very same as going to sleep here…