tommo

I had a dream about a few of my ex-friends this morning just before I woke up. I was in the supermarket and happened to be right next to the guy in our group, then he said something and walked off. I guess the dream skipped after that and I was in some sort of classroom warehouse weird thing and I saw one of the girl's art books up on this platform, I got up there and just started flipping through it. There was some intelligible drawings and things in there, but then there were also memories, some that never happened IRL. Not sure why I had this dream.
I don't really miss them, they were shit shit shit shit friends, in the end. I did like the girl who's art book I was looking in.
But she was a bit of bitch too, so I'm basically over her, and have been for a while. Incredibly beautiful though, so maybe I'm still hanging on somewhat.

Ono the plus side, it transitioned to me playing piano and I was making this weird sound with it, sort of like a trance song. But then the sheet music changed to letters.
As soon as I woke up, I realised that was a massive dream sign, but in the dream I was just trying to figure out what they mean, why they're like that.
This means I'm getting closer to LDing, because with practice I'll start questioning weird things as signifying a dream

I was generally hanging out with family at our holiday house and I ordered some fine tobacco online, it got there and it was holy basil with some other kind of leaf. Neither great for smoking To my knowledge anyway.

Next scene I can remember, this old asian couple lived in this dilapidated house, and there was a cutout down a concealed alley where one of them would sleep.
For some reason, someone was trying to abduct her. They were around my age but being told what to do by some older men.
I was trying to stop them from getting her, and did some ingenious stuff to take them out one by one, but it ended up turning in to a flirting session between me and one of the girls.

Next scene, I'm walking around my primary school, and there have been gardens beds set up. A guy is showing me all of his plants, really strange names on some of them. There's an old lady there, who works with the plants, and she told me that the kid I killed when I was saving the Asian lady was the special one.
I told her "I was the special one, once". She said "No, HE WAS SPECIAL!". I said, calmly, "yes, my Grandma thought I was the special one too".

Shortly after, some crazy shit happened that would be terribly difficult to describe via language, even if I could remember more of it.
Then I was playing some sort of virtual reality, but it didn't feel like it. It was part of some game.... I don't know very odd.

I was at the top of this castle (my just self suspended stairs and hallways etc. going up high, I'd climbed from the bottom and other people starting at the bottom were lined up. I saw the little dots (very far away) start ascending. Just near the top was a gap, right in front of my feet after the top stair.
I thought there were all gonna fall, until I realised that the stairs were bouncy. They came bouncing up and I was trying to knock them down. I used a couple of little bomber-men (like from mario) and a few other things. It was futile.

One of my thoughts when I was waking up was that I don't need to be the "king of the castle", the best etc. and I am not special.
And that's awesome.

Perfect dream. Although incredibly intense.

We had just figured out it was the end of the world. In 1 and a half days (coz we found out ~half way through the day) the world would end.
No one seemed to know how it would end. And I'm not sure how we found out it would happen either.

There, fortunately, were two very rare phenomenon in the two days preceding. One was aurora as the sun set. I was in some beach area to get a nice view, pacing around trying to think of and look for a suitable hill, as the sun was setting. My view of it was blocked almost every hill and raised area I tried.
I spotted from the hill, a place down past some trees that looked awesome, and just as I was gonna bolt down there, I saw my sister and told her I'd found an awesome spot and we ran.

Something happened here, got way off track when dream story took a turn, but I can't remember it, point is we didn't see the aurora....

In a later dream I am around the area where I work IRL, got a good view of the second rare phenomenon, on top of the shop. But clouds have come rolling in and cover the entire sky. "There's no way we're gonna see it", I think to myself. I should be extremely upset, but I'm not.
I start thinking about what may happen when the world ends. It's only half a day away at most, it's the evening as far as I can tell. (This is the day after the previous dream's day)

The next several hours are filled with random conversations with people and things I can't remember.
But the time has come and we are on the roof of the shop, turns out the clouds were the phenomenon, they have started twisting around and a just a big, grey vortex consuming our entire field of view. I don't know where is up or down, the roof we're standing on is not a roof of a building, it's "isolated", and so we are from the rest of the world, even though the entire world is experiencing the same thing, I know it, still we are consumed by the clouds. It's extremely disorienting, but somehow keeps me completely focused on what is happening. It's loud, winds are at least a hundred km/h but we're planted firmly on the concrete. My mum decides to jump in.

There have been small holes forming in the cloud, one by one they jump in. I decide I must do the same, and say goodbye and think about my world as I plunge through.... whatever this was, and in to another.


Another world does exist, but it's filled with monsters of all kinds, giant slugs to zombies, and many, many people who have been corrupted by this horror.

My brother had a note book that he had written something very important in.

He had died/been killed and I had to find this book.
I was searching and found out that some guys had stolen it.
I found them on a bus, they were pretty young. I beat the shit out of them
and told them to tell me where it was. They gave it to me.

I was trying to figure out the code, and I realised that the code/hidden message was on two separate pages, and when I
folded them in half and put them together, one above the other, the letters, half on each page, formed new words.

I couldn't remember what it said after I woke up.

I told my brother about this dream IRL when I woke up and he said that's what Caeser used to do, and it's called Caeser's cipher or something.

Fragments of Dreams....

There was a monkey inside a whale, talking to me, telling me how it lives. He was connected to the whale through his cerebellum, via some biological cords.
He told me that he uses the whale to clean up stuff that would hurt it; pollution, algae etc.
He said that sometimes it fails and all this black stuff comes in, and I saw it happening.

I realised that the monkey was using the whale sort of like a filter to protect the monkey from harmful stuff. And I realised that this is what we (humans) do as well. With our bodies; as the monkey was like the brain of the whale in a sense.

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Nina was making a post, detailing the rules of partying (haha) and condemning all the people who don't follow them.
It was a huge post, one of the rules I remembered was " If a girl winks at you and hands you something, if you don't just get the fuck
out of there you're a complete moron". haha

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My mum and dad had another kid, I was playing with him and learning about him/teaching him stuff.
I was trying to get him to paint and he was standing at and easel with a canvas on it that I had been painting on.
He effortlessly painted this amazing scene, in about 10 seconds. It looked very similar in style to my paintings IRL, but much, much better.

I realise that this kid is me, but younger. And if I had certain circumstances, I would be so much different now, and possibly be a lot better at the
things I do.

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My sister was telling me that this guy who used to bully me (IRL) spat in her hamburger a few years ago. I want to beat the living shit out of him.



My recall is getting insanely good again. Problem is I just remember too many dreams to write them all down, and forget it by the time I'm done with a few of them. So I'm sticking to short sentences about them, and trying to fill in the gaps later on here. But my recall should get back to how it's always been soon, as my sleep schedule is getting a little more like a schedule now lol

Ok....
This is the best dream I can remember for quite a while.

Where my memory of it begins, me and some other people were doing.... something, I remembered this before, but now forgot lol Anyway so I was driving through a place that look similar to my old highschool ended up seeing this kid who was lost on his way to class, and I'm like "yeah man I know where that is". I didn't really, but the classes were numbered 1-whatever the last one was, so I just had to go along til I got to it.

We got to this area which I had been in another dream. And I said "what number was it again?", he told me it was 7000 and something. I looked at the classes and it was only up to the 5000's.

I was sort of jumping, using my feet, down this rocky, thinly pathed area, but in my car. One of those weird things that is only possible and plausible in a dream.

He was like "WOAH man! It's okay, you can let me out here!". I said "nah, it's okay, I know where to go".

Anyway, so we ended up stopping at this place where a small group of friends were camping or something.
There was snow and forest etc. The forest still matched the path we were going down. Totally linear.

The kid was gone now and I was playing around with the group of friends. (Not my friends, just some people who were friends with each other).

I found this chunk of snow and I was trying to pick it up and bring it back to my car. Which I had left quite a distance up the track, which was now all snow track instead of the path I had initially come down.
The rock turned in to a steaming hot volcano rock or something and I couldn't figure out a way to pick it up.

I eventually just tried to do it with my sleeves on my hands....

HOLY fuck.../ okay just right when I was typing that, my brother started talking to my mum about volcanic eggs, and "these volcanic rocks, or the normal rocks get turned in to these volcanic eggs and they have little holes in them which get filled in with minerals etc."/

This will show its incredible synchronicity soon.

So I tried to pick this rock up with my sleeves, it slipped and melted through the snow and there was a panda there which had slipped too and the melted snow was yellow. The panda slipped through the overhanging, small cliff we were on. And fell maybe 10 m down.

I realised somehow, when I retrieved it, that this steaming hot rock, was an egg. A volcanic egg?

/My mind literally got blown when I heard my brother talking about that just now./

So now I am trying to save this baby panda.
I am back at the school type place in a veterinary clinic. A pretty shit one. Not high tech or anything, looked like it hadn't been used in quite a while.

Some of the people from my school were there. I was telling them all what to do. I said "Clear off the fucking table, hurry up!". They got all the stuff off it, and I was like "Are you going to fucking clean it!?". I decided to pick up a bottle of something that looked like it would clean. I realised it was bleach and remembered, falsely, my uncle telling me to never clean anything with bleach in a veterinary hospital.

/I did do work experience there for a while, but he never said that, and there would be no reason bleach would be in a veterinary clinic anyway, they would use disinfectant./

So I found something else and cleaned the table, the whole time holding this egg and making sure I didn't get any of the cleaning fluid on the egg.

I put it down on the table in the towel which I had it in. It split apart.

I wasn't sure whether it was going to live. I closed it up a bit, and watched.

Everyone was standing there staring and breathless. I didn't pay much attention to anyone else, but I could feel it.

The little baby panda started moving.

I let it do what it will, and it started to move more and try to get out of the egg.

It rolled on to the towel, I kept it warm with the towel and the egg half.

It was definitely okay! It was moving more.

It started growing and it didn't look like a panda at all. It was this weird accordion like biological structure.
It grew and I was wondering whether it was really a panda. It got to about a foot tall and I could see it becoming a panda. Absolutely beautiful.

It had these wonderful colours on it's back. Two circles of multicoloured opalescent.
The rest black.

I am so completely happy and proud of myself. I am "better" than everybody because I did something great. I did what I was supposed to do. While they all did what they could to get by and just watched me in awe, doing everything I told them to do.

One girl in particular was there who went to my school IRL. I don't want to tell the whole conversation I had with her a few weeks ago but basically I think she is denying what she was meant to do. She was a born leader, people follow her. But in the dream she was following me. A bit more with me than the other people, but still following. Not doing what she wanted to do, in both senses.

Great dream, it's pretty much going to change the course of my life if it is still possible for me to become a vet.

I had another dream about portals last night.

This is a recurring dream I've had for a few years now.

Another dream leads in to this dream. This is where the portals begin.

I'm at this house and there is a woman and a man there. They have a really high balcony over their backyard.
It's sort of a little square area cut out of their house. I am trying to get away from the man, for some reason I realise I have
to get away from the woman because she is trying to do whatever he is trying to do to me as well.
This fills me with great fear and sadness because I thought she was on my side.

I am suddenly at a pool party. It's one of my best friend's. I tell someone I'm here and he goes to get her.
I realise there is a man following me so I leave and end up in this area which is always the same in this dream. Or at least very similar.
There is this large hall where I'm gathering with a small group of people to figure out how to get out of this place. It's not one house or a closed in area
at all, it's just that we can't get away from here.

We are in this room and one of the girls tells me she'll just be in the bathroom. I don't trust her, she goes in the shower and closes the door.
I debate with myself whether to go in and I open the door. She looks at me through the steamed and dripping glass with vacant eyes, lustful, but not for me.
I close the door and another guy opens it, I think he just wanted to check her out under the premise of making sure she's ok haha

I can't remember how we get broken up, but we do.
I am lying on top of this grate just less than one floor up and this girl and a lady are down the bottom which is a medium sized room with a small hallway leading to a smaller squared off area.

I lower myself down head first to try and see what they are doing. They are ok so I jump down and meet them. The old lady tells me there is only one way out and I have to go.

I argue because I love this girl and I can't leave her behind. The girl says nothing and the old lady tells me I have to go.

She gives me two buckets with portals on them. I crack the backs a bit and place them on the walls so they hang off nails which are sticking out etc.
I realise I'm just going to come out of the other one, I take them off one at a time and put my own portals behind each one. I still don't think this is going to work. The old lady tells me it will work and I remember from the last time I did this (in another instance of this dream) that it transports you to a random place when you do this.

I end up back at the party again. I realise there is a man following me, again. I try to run and I somehow end up back at the place I was before.
I come through the portal and I'm suddenly in third person. The girl is biting my neck. I hear us communicating, in those few small seconds.
She told me she did it for me, I said I didn't want it.