So last night I had my FIRST ever lucid dream.
I'm not sure how long it was because i don't remember all the details.

Oh , by the way this is my first time posting.

I found out about lucid dreaming because i'd get sp and it would freak me out, so i decided to do some research. I found out what it was, and it kinda scared me. I'd feel like, something sitting on my chest. And i remember this one time i saw a girl in a purple dress flying around my room, and she possessed my hamster. It was really creepy, woke up crying. Everytime i think about it, i start to tear up

Well, then i came across lucid dreaming. I thought it was a bunch of bs. Really, control your own dreams? If you're asleep how's your mind awake?

I couldn't be bothered to keep a dream journal so i was like, screw it. About a week ago i started researching again, but i hadn't found quite the right guide that explained it. The instructions weren't that clear.
So i tried based on the worst instructions ever.


What i understood was that you were supposed to wake up, so i set up my alarm, and when i woke up, i turned over and went back to sleep while thinking about having a lucid dream. Ultimate fail, of course.

So last night i read a guide on here.
Clairity's guide about WILDing.
It was so .. perfect at explaining how I should do it.

So my alarm woke me up at 3:10, after falling asleep at around 11.
I went to go pee, and came back.
I laid down on my back and just spoke to myself quietly in my mind. I would tell myself that soon i will be dreaming.
I was telling myself that i will fly, and that i'll finally get my closure from my friend who passed away.
I would count, and say i will be dreaming.
and i'd say this over and over "just keep your mind awake, let your body fall asleep. stay aware."

I kept swallowing, and then what ruined it all was a huge yawn, which i couldn't help. I was holding it in a long time.
So i was like, kscrew it, its 5 in the morning, i've been trying for so long.
I turn over on my side, and what do you know, i go into sleep paralasys.

I dont know how i transition, don't quite remember because I was really excited. But then i was like, am i dreaming ?

I get up and everythings so.. weird ? I felt like I was somewhat tipsy, and just smoked some weed.

I look in the mirror, and i was like WAIT SOMEONE TOLD ME MY FACE COULD BE REALLY DISTORTED! but i looked anyways, and i was fine. For some reason, i thought i should lift up my shirt and examine my breasts, and they were fine.
So i was like.. What now?

I looked down at my right hand, and my fingers were SO UNEVEN ! Some were really long and thin, and others were short and stubby. I was like, I DIDDD ITTTTTTTTTTT!



Then, i dont know how i did it, but i wound up on some road. And i saw a tree. And i told myself i will attempt to climb that tree and fly away ?

I was climbing the tree, when some people my age (teens) come to talk to me.
I forgot all about flying -slaps head- and talking to my friend

I dont remember what we were talking about, but i remember i tried telling them they were in a dream.
They looked at me like i was insane, and i was like YOU ARE I PROMISE !

Then i ended up at my house and my dad saw a phone number that one of the kids gave me (i dont know how that happened)
and he started yelling at me.

I had lost control by then, because i wasn't able to do what I wanted anymore.



I dont know how often i can try this. I don't mind trying everynight, but if you guys say that chances are ill only get about 1 a week, then i wont try so much ? I don't mind not sleeping on school nights by the way.

Anyways, just wanted to get some thoughts on this?
I really thought my mirror face would be all scary looking.
And why did I let myself get distraced?
And.. it's possible to lose control right?

I thought i lost control when i got distracted, but i was telling them i was in a dream, so i must've still been lucid.

THOUGHTS ANYONEEE? (: