I only ask because I must've had a good 2 year gap where I just wanted to move away from conscious dreaming, and I really wanted to re-embrace the a-typical unconscious dream state. The idea itself seemed like a novel one as I'd never heard of anyone wanting to go uh 'backwards'.

I seem to relate it to an experience of say:

Learning to play guitar. Play guitar for 10 years.
Purpoesfully give it up. Then what?

Possibly reconnect at a later date. Approach it in a new/novel way.

I can't say for sure why I wanted to turn around -
it may have been a want for a simple break from lucidity...

Anyone know that feeling?