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My own feeling is that "God" (which to me just means awareness/consciousness) exists in everything, and is felt in every feeling because it IS every feeling. The tingling/charging sensation one...
Liked On: 09-17-2012, 05:09 AM
Has anyone seen this? It's from 2005 and completely flew under the radar for me, but holy FUCK I love it so much! I don't want to say too much about it, to avoid spoilers I guess, but seriously WATCH...
Liked On: 09-14-2012, 03:48 PM
I get the same thing. I'll be falling asleep, slowly crawling towards the border, and I sort of slip into these weird worlds of thought. Sometimes they involve images, often just trains of thought,...
Liked On: 09-14-2012, 12:34 PM
I swear I'm not dodging this thread, just had a hectic week, going to try responding termerrow.
Liked On: 09-14-2012, 04:38 AM
Awesome! Glad it worked out for someone else. I'm quite curious where information like that comes from. Most of the stuff I do in my lucid dreams just kinda pops into my head without any forethought...
Liked On: 09-13-2012, 05:24 PM
Marvo is joking, but I'm actually kind of curious what would happen if you actively sought out the police in a lucid dream and confessed your murder of dream characters. I personally don't find...
Liked On: 09-12-2012, 04:08 PM
That is pretty much precisely what I mean. There are some people that, when you talk to them, you feel like you are actually communicating with another soul in there somewhere, and then there are...
Liked On: 09-12-2012, 01:52 AM
I just noticed something about my behavior in dreams last night. I guess this is only in lucids, but it also happens sort of non-lucidly, like I just kind of find myself doing it, and generally...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 07:02 PM
You know what, now that you mention it, my friends HAVE tried to describe that to me. Like yours, mine have been experiencing improved dream recall and two have had their first lucid dreams just as a...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 09:11 AM
I'm not sure if you've ever actually killed anyone in waking life, hah, but another thing worth mentioning is that I do a lot of lucid-type stuff in non-lucid dreams, including flying and teleporting...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 07:48 AM
You know what, now that you mention it, my friends HAVE tried to describe that to me. Like yours, mine have been experiencing improved dream recall and two have had their first lucid dreams just as a...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 07:31 AM
Sorry for the delayed response, had a hectic weekend. Soooo much to reply to now. Just want to clarify that I definitely don't think any aspect of the drug experience is unique to the drug...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 05:23 AM
Hahahaha AWESOME quote! I'm not sure what you mean. Reality is subject to the observer, but it also IS the observer, in an ultimate sense. The legs of a spider are subject to that spider's...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 05:23 AM
What makes you think that? I'm not disagreeing, just curious why you've chosen that perspective. As I said, it's not really a debatable point and I can only shrug in response to your apparent...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 04:59 AM
What exactly are you doing when you meditate that enables you to access this kind of psychic content? I meditate regularly and the closest I come to anything like this is brief flashes of imagery,...
Liked On: 09-11-2012, 04:21 AM
This one is incredibly awesome and strange. I’m in some kind of video game sort of world. Things are reminiscent of World of Warcraft, but I’m in the game, I’m not exactly playing a game, though at some points there seem to be HUD elements and stuff. To be clear, it’s not ‘cartoon’ graphics, this all looks ‘real’. I’m with someone, some girl or woman, and we’re friends. We’re exploring this area, I’m not sure what we were after, I think we were just exploring. We go down this steep ramp into this huge like excavation site that is like a vast deep canyon, with the impression given that this was all filled and excavated. It seems to be uncovered ruins, some kind of demonic architecture type stuff. We go down this ramp and out onto the ground floor of this canyon. There’s this big pedestal platform thing far off to our right so we go to check it out. On the way over there we can see some monsters on the platform but they don’t look too tough so we keep going. I guess the girl I am with is some kinda tanking class because she goes in first, and I come in second. We aggro some of these weak monsters and start fighting them, when suddenly something strange happens. We didn’t notice but there’s a much bigger monster on the pedestal, a big elite type guy who looks kinda like the Ogres from the 3E D&D Monster Manual, except much bigger and decked out in crazy armor. He’s HUGE, like thirty feet tall, and the moment he aggros us I suspect we’re fucked, but then things get ten times more fucked.
One of the weird things about these games is that NPCs can be really really big, but you won’t be able to see them until they get close enough that a small character would render at the same distance. That is to say, you can be walking and suddenly WHAM a giant enemy just APPEARS. That’s what happens here. It turns out when we get closer that this giant platform is being stood upon by a COLOSSAL STATUE, and that statue is MOVING. The ogre was intimidating, but this huge statue is something else altogether. I can’t effectively communicate how big this thing is. The thing aggros on us and immediately as it does it... this HUGE red demon thing comes out of the statue, and starts making these LOUD noises that sound a lot like the weird distorted voice of the Icon of Sin, the final boss of Doom 2. I immediately start running, just trying to get the fuck away and break aggro. Everything starts sort of warping and distorting, like reality itself can't handle the things presence. The sky twists and changes colors. If it weren’t for the video game schema running here, this probably would have terrified me awake because it was so nuts. This demon thing was so tall I practically had to look straight up to see any of it’s body. If you ever played WoW, this thing is significantly taller than Ragnaros from Molten Core. It looked like some horrible cross between Klesk from Quake 3 Arena and a huge huge Alien Queen (from the movie Aliens), except it was red and much more menacing, if that’s possible. As I’m running I try to target it and at first its name appears as “THE ENIGMA”, and the second time it’s “THE PARADOX”.
Now the thing running through my ‘mind’ is that I’m definitely going to die here, and just have to Spirit Resurrect, which in WoW refers to taking a penalty to come back to life instead of having to run back to your corpse as a ghost, since I don’t ever want to come anywhere near here again. My friend is a goner, I don’t even see her anywhere, and I’m just running, expecting her to spirit rez too. She gets the brunt of the demon’s attacks, but likely doesn’t last long. I’m almost back at the ramp, and there’s this little mound of dirt I run up and over to avoid going around it, and as I’m going up the mound I get hit with some kind of debuff. A little icon appears on my HUD and it’s got this screaming red face, and when I hover over it the tooltip says the debuff is called something like, “WHHYYY???!!” with the description text just a bunch of gibberish. Each second this debuff ticks down something weird happens, I take a bunch of damage one moment, I actually get healed for some the next, I get frozen in place for a moment, I ‘blink’ a few feet away from where I was, just random chaotic effects. The debuff fades and I’m rushing up the ramp not even wanting to see this thing, when halfway up it abruptly BURSTS OUT OF THE GROUND and just totally ruins my shit, so bad that my ‘corpse’ falls through the ground and into the void.
Now things transition sort of strangely. I ‘wake up’ in an infirmary, but I’m in my own room. There’s these little screens on the wall and in one I talk to someone, maybe a superior or just another part of my group? And I ask how our friend is, where she is, and insist that I have to talk to her at once, the one who REALLY faced the demon. He points behind me and on the other wall is a screen through which I can see a very simplified image of a girl in sprawled out in a bed in a different room. I insist that I have to see her, but the guy tells me to let her sleep, and then I end up waking up. Most of this is extremely vivid in my memory, but the specific parts with the demon are just the right amount of fuzziness to amplify just how trippy it all was.