(continued) I used to be afraid of dogs when I was younger. >w< I love them now though, but I still prefer cats. Most animals can't tend to leave me in peace, though. X3 But that's okay, they're just too cute to turn down. I didn't think you meant like a drug high. And I see what you're getting at.... Would be nice, but hard to achieve, I would think. >.< But it sounds wonderful.... Being human is such a mess, it'd be so much easier from the outside looking in.
Somehow you're right, but also not right... but then right again. Just watch it, you'll see. I'm sure you'll like it. XP I haven't seen Hellsing, but it sounds interesting from that. What exactly is it about? Exactly. X) I feel your pain, though. Unfortunately I'm not actually some kind of superpowered demon, either. It really is a shame. :/ Hehe, I don't understand people who view the dominance/submission relationship any differently. I mean, I've seen lots of online discussions with titles roughly being "Is it really the submissive who has the power?" Well, guess what.... If you have to ask that, you're doing it wrong. And oh my, possession is an old favorite. It's like... direct access to the mind, if you think my drugs will be crazy then you should see what I can do when I'm directly modifying your perception of reality!
lol @ Panty Stocking with Garterbelt... never heard of it. It sounds, well, like it involves what it says on the tin. My kind of guy is Arucard from Hellsing -- only seen this fairly recently, so was happy that he, too, just doesn't die. Keeps reforming, and seems to like being dismembered. His power isn't derived from the power of assailants' attacks like me, but he holds himself back a lot to play. Understandable... for if you did it to someone other than a masochist, then you'd be classed as psychopathic, right? In real life, it's the same as in dreams for me....except obviously the degree of pain etc. Mostly because I've been cursed with the inability to reform once blown to pieces in reality. Damn you, universe.
(continued) I'm glad you said that; I wouldn't have it any other way -- my dominance won't be something you give me. And for you to restrict handing it over, putting up a fight, will make it all the more fun. Unfortunately, I know I'll win the battle, but it's still fun to dance, isn't it? Wonder what'll happen if you attempt soul possession on me...hmm. Definitely natural and that's a good point. I love animals -- I feel more affection for them, instantly, than I do for humans. They're very honest and straight-up: if they like you, they show you; If they dislike you, they show you. I find that cats seem really drawn to me, and dogs seem not to (some do)....quite amusing how that sometimes plays out with dogs. By higher, I don't mean like a drug high. I mean something more 'spiritually' connected/aware, devoid of human affairs, mm... lol, this is very difficult to put into words. Get what I mean at all? ^_^
(continued) And that's good, because I'm expecting something pretty powerful after being built up this much! Just because I'm submissive doesn't mean I'm just going to hand over dominance to you, or how dominant would you really be? Yeah, I loved the club scene for that reason. And I think it's only natural. I think the nakedness speaks for itself in that argument... but even the cuddling. Who doesn't like physical contact? And look at pets and other animals that trust people... most mammals at least will generally cuddle with anyone they like, of any species. It's just a way of displaying comfort around friends... and it feels great. n_n I love cuddling with animals for that reason because they'll actually respond, and it shows them that I care about them. And yeah, I know... I'd just like to take some more time before I decide anything. What kind of 'higher' do you mean? :O
Gotcha, gotcha. Well, the only other ecchi that really comes to mind for me right now is 11eyes.... The memory is kind of blurry, but I wouldn't say the protagonist is really submissive, or even that it really has an ecchiesque plot... it just has an dangerous obsession with panty shots. X) The story was interesting, but very fast-paced.... It seemed like they were trying to rush through the plot. Oh, and then I guess Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt... which is just one of the greatest shows of all time, and you should definitely watch it all the way through if you haven't. That makes sense. I'd always wondered what it would be like, since I've built myself some (very unrealistic) dominant masochist fantasies before.... I like inflicting pain, but I don't like causing suffering... i.e., outside of fantasies and dreams, I don't think I could enjoy harming anyone but a masochist. Other than a little harmless psychological torture every now and then, of course.
I think this is the second ecchi anime I've ever seen, and as was before the protagonist is very submissive. Probably why I don't enjoy it. Anything you recommend to watch? You could call me that, yeah. It's an odd relationship, dominance and masochism -- though it goes like this for me: Pain gives me energy, and then this energy is transferred into greater dominance. And you're a submissive sadist.... interesting. Do you like to inflict it or just watch it? This also means I can see the conclusion of the battle already, unless you can stop me with your attacks. ^_^ The more pain you inflict, the greater my attack will be. ;p Naked cuddling...talk about destroy all insecurities in one massive blow. It's why I like others being on MDMA because their boundaries are more open like mine -- it's pleasant. I feel comfortable because they do. Yeah, well, there's nothing wrong with wanting that. It's normal. But just not for me... I'm always searching for something 'higher'.
I do like school anime. I guess you could say I don't much care for ecchi though.... I prefer to find my sexual thrills in subtler ways. So, you're a dominant masochist, huh? Nah, that's cool, I can dig it.... I'm a submissive sadist. XP I'll have to step up my game for sure. :3 And I'll keep my eye out for this attack of yours, if you can get one in this time. I look forward to hearing your reaction to it, I'm sure it'll just ooze insanity. Yeah, no one is as open as they should be. :C I've gotten weird looks from my friends before by trying to explain that cuddling should be considered a normal aspect of friendship, or better yet naked cuddling. X) Well, the little girl in me wants those things... but I'm not sure how the adult me feels about them yet. It seems nice in a romantic way, but lots of things that seem nice to my romantic side don't hold up as well to my logical side.... I'm just kind of trying to figure out who I am right now.
Mmm, if you like anime to revolve a lot around the school classroom, then you'll like it more so. The protagonist is odd though... upset that a sexual, alien-devil princess 'loves' him. Haha, by take your shots I mean enjoy being shredded apart, and then reforming. The pain is so unimaginable.... I'm surprised that my mind can 'create' it. If you can prevent me from reforming, then I'll say I can't take your shots. You'll find I pretty much just stand still when attacked -- no desire to dodge. So bring more next time....'no playtime over' stuff. Watch out for my attack. You've influenced me now.... your laugh will be more psychotic. Really? Sounds awesome. ^_^ I wouldn't say I've personal space boundaries, but I certainly feel that others do... which can keep me quite back with some tbh. Like a bloody strong 'magnetic' field. o_O The wrong thing for me would be someone who wants to settle down, have kids - it scares me, currently. What about you?
(continued) Well, technically I haven't felt it through legitimate sex. X) But nah, I can't really say that I've felt it through anything as strongly as the MDMA/orgasm feelings.... I've felt love for sure, but not to that degree. It is kind of depressing. :/ Yeah, I'm a cuddler at heart, my personal space boundaries are at an area that most would probably consider wildly inappropriate. And yes, the right thing would be nice. What would the wrong thing be?
