Okay, so to start off with I have been raped, I was 13 at the time, and 20 now, and I wouldn't say it's something I've fully dealt with. I also know that dreams of rape often occur if the individual has been a victim of rape, but for some reason, I don't always feel that this is the entire reason behind the dreams, although could be in some cases, or all.

Earlier this year, I moved out of my parent's house, and have been going to school, it's been a hard adjustment for me, but I'm doing okay, and I have been dealing with certain individuals that do make me feel a little bit powerless, although it's not an extreme situation.

Ok this might be too detailed, I don't know, but I do believe in dreams that details are important, I have investigated each of these dreams and tried to analyze them personally, going into the details as well, I suppose I just want a new perspective.

In the rape dreams, it's always a different situation and a different rapist. In the last one, which was the worst of them all, I was raped by this member of a gang that was prevalent in this certain dream, I ended up being chased by this gang, and kidnapped and taken hostage later on. During the rape it was on the asphalt, outside, it was at school, although the dream-school environment is nothing like the actual school I go to. Everything was very dark, it was nighttime throughout most of the dream, and not much color at all, there was forest surrounding the area and lots of buildings, that felt very bleak, and they were simple in structure. The guy who raped me I have no idea what he looked like, and he wasn't relating to my waking life, but the entire experience was very emotional and scary, and he was talking throughout it, just saying degrading things. I know this might be gross to hear, but there was alot of semen involved, which is similar to another rape-dream I had, with alot of ejaculate like everywhere, which just made the experience that much more discomforting. He came inside me. When it was all over, the rapist made some sort of insulting remark, and walked to his car, a sports car, and sped off. I stood up from the ground and walked around feeling disoriented for a while, and taken advantage of obviously, and eventually after a few other discomforting experiences, one where I entered a public bathroom that had been flooded with dirty sewer/toiler water everywhere. Eventually I was taken hostage by another gang member, and that consituted the rest of the dream. Trying to run away from him, stuff like that.

I should add, that when I stay at school late, and have to walk home late, a few times I have gotten really paranoid and scared. Which was reflected in this other dream where a man broke into my house, and raped me. He had these red glowing eyes like a monster.

Another rape dream, I was raped by a giant lizard monster, and again lots of sperm. Although this one wasn't that bad, as far as emotional distress for some reason.

Another I was raped in front of my neighbors, and I was crying out for help and they weren't helping me. It was inside my current house, although again it didn't look like my actual house, it was more of a cottage and it was flooded with swamp water. The rape experience took place in the swamp water. My neighbors were laughing at me, and calling me names and stuff. I hate my neighbors in real life. They are really loud all the time, and really rude in personal interactions, well one of them is. I used to be friends with them, but not anymore because they annoy the fuck out of me. They're really sexist and just annoying dudes who play video games and movies loudly till 3 in the morning, when I have to go to school the next day. I thought maybe this rape dream had to do with the feeling that they're invading my personal privacy, since I have to hear them talking or making noise all day at home and because they make me feel uncomfortable, I think. During the rape, I was crying, and it was very overwhelming, and I felt powerless.

The other rape dreams were similar to the 1st and 2nd.

Ok thanks, just any serious feedback would be appreciated.