I used to have recurring seasonal nightmares of skiing out of control. They were seasonal because I would have these nightmares in wintertime, ski season. In my nightmares I was skiing at very high speed and could not stop and would not slow down no matter whether I went downhill or uphill or up or down stairs. The reason why I am saying this is that I can relate to recurring nightmares: they suck. Sometimes a nightmare gets stuck in one's head, I guess.
Back then I did not know about lucid dreaming yet, and my skiing nightmares stopped at some point in my life, and I don't remember when and why. If I still had recurring nightmares, I would try to fight them with lucid dreaming. I think lucid dreaming was made for recurring nightmares: the perfect antidote. I know you too are persuing LDing, and I wish you luck with becoming lucid during one of these nightmares. If I were you, I would probably then ask one of the kidnappers why I am dreaming of this. Then tell them firmly that I expect these nightmares to stop now. Oh, and if you like, I suppose you could fight those kidnappers and get revenge for all the trouble they have caused you over the years. Actually, if I still had recurring nightmares, I would probably try to incubate them, instead of hoping to avoid the nightmare, think about it and plan ahead that I expect to have my recurring nightmare now, but on my terms this time!
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