Every night since I can remember, I think the first time I can vividly remember having this dream I was 5 years old. I'm 21 now and every night without fail I have the same nightmare.
A man breaks into my home and collects my family members into my room, makes them kneel and shoots them one by one from right to left in front of me then points the gun at me and shoots and then I wake up.
The only times this dream has ever changed was when new family members were born and then once again last night it changed.
Rather than shooting everyone last night instead of a gun he had a bag of tools and tortured them in the same order and then turned to me and did it to me.
He was able to keep me in the dream this way, because I wasn't dying immediately so I didn't wake up instantly like I normally do.
I don't understand why the dream changed. Or how it did, the only thing that's ever changed is age, my parents and siblings have aged as well as the man, and one night a few years ago he showed up with a new scar on his forehead.
What does this dream mean, how can I get it to go away? I don't want to have these dreams- I'm scared it's a foreboding dream. Or I'm terrified I'll see him one day. I've never met him anywhere other than in my dream.
Can someone please give me some advice?
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