Originally Posted by O'nus
I think we finally totally agree on something.
Although, I would say that you probably have to die before experiencing this plane of existance. It is not feasible to say that such an intangible realm can be experienced by a phenomenological being such as us.
What about you..?
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Well, experience is intangible.
It is true that you will have to die to experience "higher realms" in total fullness, which are actually the substrate/context for the lower ones. This is merely ego-death, yet for what this entails - "heaven" is nowhere else outside Reality/life. However, in the path of surrender, occasionally, spontaneous revelations may occur.
What about me? As this ego loses its grip, spiritual understandings begin to arise spontaneously and effortlessly. Awareness of experience itself increases, as with happiness and peace, while major life/world-view paradigm shifts take place. Here's just one example of one of "my personal" experiences:
At some stage, my thinking, worrying and pondering slowly diminished. Suddenly, I think, non-verbally - (something like) "Where in all of forever can this experience of life be but with mySelf?" In a few seconds, time stops. But I realize that only my assumption of time itself stopped, as I had spontaneously stopped the mental chatter in my head. There I was, in the Eternal moment, the context of Timelessness. It felt like I had unknowingly been sliding uncontrollably on ice for my entire life, and then suddenly I decided to stop. Finally I was truly living in the Now, not assuming/thinking about past or future. Now is All there Is! I was very present, very close with everything I was aware of. Consequently, all of the world around "me" was shining vividly, as in a powerful lucid dream. I mean "shining" as in self-radiant and beautiful, all was explosive in being just what it was. Not the "2d vivid", it was "3d" ultradepth vividness or something... The leaves of the trees falling effortlessly, birds shooting around... It was bliss.
The timeless, eternal moment also revealed that the presumed "I" was just an inherent assumption of the dualistic ego. In fullness, the real "me", is one with the entirety of all that exists. In this state timelessness, the ego was temporarily blanked out with awe, and "my" body became as perfect and indifferent as the nearby trees. There, a smile appeared on "my" face - and it lasted forever. I watched a guy walk by in the distance, yet he was right with me! It was an epic, inner silence...
Although, in abstract, the experience probably lasted about 15 seconds, its impact has not left me at all.
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