Originally Posted by Carôusoul
From when we are born all we have to go on is our own experience, and what we can call "facts". Which is what you see and what makes sense and is obvious. [alot more detail, but you know what I mean].
So, I believe in myself, this is certainly the only thing I am truly certain of.
However I think it is very probable that the rest of you exist as beings like myself, and that the physical world is as real as it gets. I may well be wrong and it may be a simulation, but I have NO EVIDENCE to base this on and all the evidence points that this world is the true world[even if it isn't].
So, I accept this, rightfully or wrongfully, it is the logical thing to do, and I won't get anywhere thinking otherwise.
Likewise, in regard to our universe, I do not believe in the christian god, as I think it is a ludicrous idea, with absolutely no proof or evidence or anything whatsoever to support it other than what you have been raised to think by your parents and/or what people have told you.
God has not [for the most of you] come to you and described the entire christian religion [or any other religion of a similar fashion, but christianity will be used here, cus its so common] and said "this is the truth".
In actual fact your beliefs are based entirely on what other people have told you, either through what they have brought you up to think, what they have preached to you or what they have written in a book a few thousand years ago.
The difference is I base my beliefs on what I KNOW to be true and what makes the most sense. As this is clearly obvious. I am not saying it may not be wrong, it may be, but from everything I have to go by, it is certainly the most likely option, unarguably.
So what I wanna know, [this is essentially a question to theists, however it is open to anyone] is why you would base your beliefs on what I have detailed above, other people. What they tell you, this exterior input telling you what is true.
Surely all you know to be true is what you yourself have observed? so I assume the most of you have not had a vision or whatever [although some of you may claim you have[In which case I understand to an extent]], so why believe this?? It seems ridiculous to believe what other people are telling you without evidence as truth?! why?!
All you can be sure of is your own experiences! You have not experienced the whole bible taking place, so why believe it?!??! You can of course argue;
"You haven't witnessed Australia so why the hell do you believe it?! *chortle*"
Thing is, There is considerable evidence that Australia exists. There are photos, accounts, a history, hell even NEIGHBOURS. This said again, I cannot be sure that Australia DOES exist. Although it is ridiculously probable, so I go along with it.
With [most] religion this is simply not the case.
So why believe?
-Cus your mum and dad tell you to?
-Cus you had a headrush sometime and thought God was having his way with you?
I dunno, I'm not making an attack, I'm actually interested how you can believe such things.
I don't think you will ever be satisfied because with any religion symbolism and faith play a huge role. In the same way science and "facts" are sort of the same, only they are mostly based on observation instead of the type of learning you are speaking of.
You believe what the collective body of science tells you, but do you really understand what they are trying to say? You may "get the idea" about membrane theory, or the weakness of gravity (how they came to understand m theory) but who really understands it better? You or the mathematicians that developed the formulas that developed the theories? I say this to make my point. Yes, I believe the bible, but I am truly trying to understand it in a scientific sort of way. Not in a "well prove to me there was a Garden of Eden. Show me on a map" but in a "What is the Garden of Eden story really trying to say? What is the point of this story?". If Christ truly existed as a person (which I literally believe happened), and the gospels document His teachings in a fairly accurate manner, then I truly want to understand what He was trying to say, not what the church tries to tell me He was saying. Because of this way of thinking it has lead me down a very different path than how I was raised, or even how my first Christian experiences were. My Christian walk started around conservative fundamentals, what I believe to be true about the Bible and Christianity would be considered heretical by most of them now. But my beliefs stemmed out of a true desire to understand this religion. Yes, many if not all of my beliefs are based off of something I have read or heard (but yours have to) I have developed some pretty fundamentally ground-shaking theories based off of things I have studied and absorbed which sound loosely like some other peoples beliefs but have some original elements (as far as I know.
Through all this however I have learned that there are no absolutes that we can understand in this world. There is no absolute truth that can be understood by our carnal minds. Everything we understand and believe is an abstraction of truth. Some people talk to me and think I have "figured it out" or we talk and share ideas but the more I understand the less I really know truth. It's more like I understand what is not truth, therefore leaving only plausible explanations until I find the one with the least questions. My ideas of Christianity are very very abstract and I view the whole religion and religion texts as a matter of perspective. I have no idea what or who God is, I think the Bible and many other things are trying to understand that and some come closer to others in my mind.
My main reason for sticking so closely to Christianity and not becoming agnostic or even an atheist (because of my logical nature I could see that as being very plausible) is because of what I have experienced. In my mid-teens being raised a Christian, I wanted nothing to do with Christianity (I think many of us can relate to that) but I experienced something very very life changing. I had an experience that made what I read in the bible become real. The presence of God, the miracles, the unexplainable happened to me. Now before I get attacked on this one, I understand that there is a lot of supernatural that INST supernatural, and I am just going to tell you that I have experienced both the fake and the real. The real left no doubt in my mind. I saw things that weren't physically possible. I have experienced things happen where the odds of it happening by chance were near impossible. God very clearly spoke to me in a way that I could understand that He was real. Does this mean I think Christianity is the only answer? No, but through Christianity I can understand God. This is that matter of perception I was talking about earlier. I have seen synonyms throughout very different religions from things that most Christians would never see as the same (I see hell and reincarnation as the same for example)
So I guess that is the best way I can explain it. I am not as brainwashed as most here would assume about Christians and I am very open minded. My beliefs are based entirely on what I know to be true, and I feel this is the path God has been leading me down intentionally. Though I fundamentally disagree with fundamentalists they played a vital role in my understanding of God. Sometimes we must understand what something ISNT to order to understand what it IS. I am an artists and this theory makes perfect sense to me when I think of the concept of negative space. How do we understand what a form is unless there is something around it to tell us what it isn't? This is how I begin to understand God.
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