Quote Originally Posted by Songbird View Post
I'm an idiot for doing this, because I'll get torn apart. But I'm starting to doubt my faith (christianity). I haven't stopped believing, I just want to make sure that I'm not just switching my brain off and following, you know?
Now, I know I'll get allot of people telling me to just give it up, and I'm expecting that. But it would be nice if someone could show how its real for them or what makes it real for them.

Anyways, thats my dilemma.
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I understand your dilemma. I used to be in similar circumstances, and I became an "atheist" for a short period.

Though, I became a strong believer again when I revealed the fallacies of my perception. I found the essential blocks towards spiritual truth, and re-contextualized them for greater comprehension. My life has been illuminated ever since.


Really, faith in higher power is important and consistent contemplation is very healthy. There is, without a doubt, a greater Reality beyond our little minds. It is all a matter of spiritual awareness.

Let nothing stop you from believing. Essentially you are having faith in yourself - yet you truly do not know what you are. In time all will be revealed.