I tend to do that, too. Questioning reality at every opportunity and testing it. It helps me to pay attention to the present moment and promotes my mindful mode—which tends to translate into lucid dreaming when I'm asleep.

I've killed people in lucid dreams before. I've shared one here which happened years ago which I believe I called 'Psychokinetic Killer'. I went on a killing spree in Wonderland, drunk on lucid power like a naughty god. I apparently terrorised several dream characters and even had a Merlin-like wizard seemingly trying to stop me with his superpowers. But I was simply too godlike.

You might say I had great control, in a sense, but I was also apparently a slave to a weird serial-killing urge.

I'm going to hell.