A written abstract journal

[Howie]

What the hell happened to it. #@*!(~~!!! Was I dreaming or did I just waste an hour for nothing?!

[Howie]

The Idea> To relax and meditate until you have random thoughts in your head. No noises no interruptions I am not going to focus on any particular thought. I will not think about what I am thinking. Just write! The draw backs are that I cannot type well and I have to keep my eyes open to do so. What I did when I reached the state of consciousness I was after was to just give a blank stare at the monitor and let the thoughts flow. The outcome> Hopefully upon looking back at what I wrote I may be able to extract some useful information much like you would from hypnagogic imagery. I do not remember what I wrote except Rodney, my neighbor and well actually i don't know. 5:50 AM [It took little time to get hypnopompic thoughts. Since it is so early I am close to sleep now.] Yesterday was probably not the best environment. Although I was lacking sleep it took too long to get into a hynagogia state. Start to wonder when that does happen why it is acircadian clock or who knows so many variables to everything. Yet the world Sometimes i wonder if these changes will occur soon or if it is a bigjoke to osme a person may beleive byt a struggle for whatahhit, hwat is that word. putting in to perspctive everything woulf be the key to jimmy what is his last name ans he snowboards what a life hehas the Doctor house is not a brit no way he can [time is up] This is my second attempt. Yesterdays was lost somehow. But I have already learned to tweak a few things. I put the limit up to five minutes rather than the initial three minutes You can modify anyway you wish, write as long as you want etc. Let me know if anything comes out of your try. Outcome. Funny thing is I did not even mention my neighbor as I thought. The rest is a bunch of random BS. I think I was referring to my neighbors selling the house. Certainly no epiphanies. Maybe next time.

[Howie]

woke up grabbed my hat made the businsecindsflatawwwwawwww mm.jshooey, iwonder if shewould know the diferance eitherway. sithe the cat and the dog will never get along and times up. I think I notted off a bit. ?

[dudesuperior]

Ok then, so i just clear my mind and see where my thoughts go, right? So it beggins....(time limit 5 mins) cogs that are plastic never wander... jelly mingles with haddock that finds it hard to be true... serimonious tree cutting is not right and mechanical bests roam far from the metropolis...denver has the largest population of minks but canada has many moose... ...and time is up. Ok that is random. The dots I put in to represent that I was having no thoughts, if that is possible Most of the sentences I came after images hat were simular to them. I might try this again - I find it this very interesting. Oh and yes, doctor House (Hugh Laurie) is a brit. Here he is in a screenshot from 'Jeeves and Wooster'

[Howie]

That is great dudesuperior. What a good idea about using dots. I too had intervals of space. That will work good. Did you get anything from that? I have not that I can see in mine.

[dudesuperior]

Hmmm... I got nothing from what I thought. Just totallty random, although I have recnety started to eat jelly on a regular basis. Wait a sec, the bit where i said 'serimonious tree cutting is not right and mechanical bests roam far from the metropolis' could be a reflection of my views on the state of rainforest conservation/preservation - the 'mechanical beasts' represtenting the machines used to cut the trees down. The rainforests are often miles away from largecities (the 'metropolis').... just a thought

[Howie]

Originally posted by dudesuperior Hmmm... I got nothing from what I thought. Just totallty random, although I have recnety started to eat jelly on a regular basis. Wait a sec, the bit where i said 'serimonious tree cutting is not right and mechanical bests roam far from the metropolis' could be a reflection of my views on the state of rainforest conservation/preservation - the 'mechanical beasts' represtenting the machines used to cut the trees down. The rainforests are often miles away from largecities (the 'metropolis').... just a thought That is exactly what I am posing to accomplish here. Just has you would with HI. Abstract thoughts. Then put this randomness to the test with the left hemispheres, technical approach of problem solving, could give light to different aspects to things. Keep um coming! Anyone & everyone is welcome to try.

[Howie]

a wriiten color in my mid and to do we have i=t to confine the actual basis is beyond me and it makes or do imake itto difficult to achieve anythinfg desired ....vex and the cat i was there at the pojt I feel like .....lost what i was saying. to go from one thought to another are does it matter if you have two hemisheore working together and it would.... Times up! Damn it. I was zoning. I suggest if you reach a long pause or brake in your thoughts you stop. That whether it be two minutes or something within reason. No time limit. (again within reason )

[dudesuperior]

cheerios go soggy when they are added to milk...jacques cousteau was one of the great leaders of the hunt of the loch ness monster yet the black yellow cat does not use a zimmer frame...melon heads fall down the crevasse to the point of no return... my mind was blank for ages so I stopped. I've got no idea was all that stuff was about

[Howie]

I think or will to have abetter life but it is hard to penetrate pigthick skin but the remote viewing relaevance as a superiour topic is the heavywater for the nucleur it can be the ..........fucking noise is shit when you arealways trying ti do . Started conscious thoughts because of NOISE! Thanks for your participation Dude! I can't see any signs of any kind but I have found it fun and interesting. How long has it taken you before the abstract thought begin to come? If I am not tired I could sit here all day with nothing.

[dudesuperior]

Celibacy among the ordained is not a requirement of those who may...the sea is calling for us when the waves crash into the mangroves... Originally posted by Howetzer Started conscious thoughts because of NOISE! Yeah my dog barked during this try [quote]How long has it taken you before the abstract thought begin to come?If I am not tired I could sit here all day with nothing. I depends on what time of day it is for me. In the middle of the day I could do it for ages and nothing would come. But in the morning and at night the thoughts come quite quickly. But I can find it hard to decide if the thoughts were conscious or not.

[Howie]

I depends on what time of day it is for me. In the middle of the day I could do it for ages and nothing would come. But in the morning and at night the thoughts come quite quickly. But I can find it hard to decide if the thoughts were conscious or not.[/b] I think it happens in a very short moment. But there is a point when you perceive a thought before it arises, making it conscious choice. It is difficult to reach pure HI or thoughts as you do a conscious thing as type. My entries have seemed to be conscious in nature. After I read them. Daily concerns or thoughts from that day.

[Abstract Fire]

Here are mine: Others see what they beleive... dogs yap incessently..... pen lid drawer plastic... fox up tree climbs... The last? I heard some bushes move outside my window. I was very surprised with the first. Hmm. I'll keep that one in mind. Reminds me of the shapes you see in clouds, sometimes only you can see them. Another attempt: Raom fee;s jimgry/// Atte,[ts gp wrpmg/// Nisjes [a;, trees Touchtyping gone wrong... That second one was "Attempts gone wrong", but I don't know what the first was.

[Howie]

aso many things seem to be more than coencedance but to log all if it would be impossible is you can oe cannot have be thinking of two thoughts at a time, if all it is is a concept you can have feelings of more than one no I feel bad for the neighbor yet envy certain things as well the mind is fucked up as i hearrd the buss go by that was inmy dream last night i missed itand I yelled out Brings about a good question. Can you feel more than one emotion simultaeously?

[Abstract Fire]

I feel angry and sad at the same time, but usually one's dominant, it's not 50/50, if you know what I mean.

[Aeiis]

the words flow freely not knowing what to type useless babble coming from me like water from a faucett deos any of this make snese tales of god and of man the turth be told i will never nderstand any of it death will take me first what is thsi what is this i said it twice i just keeep going angels will soar the evangellist speaks yet robs from the poor and it doesnt matter anyway i just do it and do it forver here it goes ally here it goes down at it around nonsense anyway flows flows water stream from the falls it comes down like a lake water particles biology test gonna fail it already did take it backd o what you should have the first time..... wowzer. maybe i was doing it wrong, seems way to coherent.

[Howie]

I know that I began this with the attempt to extract meaning out of these entry. And maybe you have. But I must admit. It is damn funny to read these. If nothing else, it is fun.

[dudesuperior]

Potato slices through the weeds and makes a surprise... beams reminiscent to that of the ancient ones... the coelacanth aproches quietly I can get nothing from that!

[Howie]

Originally posted by dudesuperior Potato slices through the weeds and makes a surprise... beams reminiscent to that of the ancient ones... the coelacanth aproches quietly I can get nothing from that! Possibly we will be able to look back on all your entries and see if there is a theme. And we have to take into consideration some may not mean anything. What time of day do you post? I already had coffee this morning so I will opt out of sitting here for three hours to get HI.

[italianmonkey]

don't think it's possible to babble in a foreign language radio 3 speaks gibberish, nothing new under the sky. and I DO feel stupid. To take the water with my brain sleeping. It's just reverse, all. I'm sleepeing in RL. stupid thing, too many radiations from this computer screen. don't like dogs wanting to procreate. Too many doors to keep closed. And how can you pass if they don't have to pass? Stupid dogs.

[italianmonkey]

neither if you point a gun on me. I hate castaneda. like erix in the park nostradamusing, and silly me absorbing cups. No thanks, spring's enough

[Howie]

in good a coherentb society the makes more of an opinion than as much as peole dress toomuch but the i was already thinking before I suggested waht I righ and have a level of conscosness to write yet zone alrm has to be updaeted the matress gets turned over to what is it illegal? there makes no snse if his name in france furdina and I// umm. that is all I smell coffee.... bye bye!

[Howie]

Toehterness in an fashion is set to come toghter for a reson but there of thebargaing thoughts process and the interest rates rising fund copration =s that we don;t even care to know if there was one Jeseus Christ and the top notch republican can not bring down their own party dog has...

[Gabi]

This idea is funny so I tried. I relax, focus on my breath and after 5 minutes I looked at my thoughts, only looking. This is what I saw: Kitchens in fire with disgusting food are flying through clouds... Bored?... I have no thoughts, now I have...Lucid Euros seeking blue kites, kissing lips and swimming... my bass guitar look at me sadly...Knoledge plastics which contain written paper the golden key...Pretty lights waking mothers I think this experiment made me realize that I'm crazy funny, ah? hehehe

[Man of Shred]

I hate castaneda. [/b] OMG do you have any idea who castaneda is? I've read every one of his books! K abstract: there is money in the house. who said i am god? why are you still here? who the fuck is that? why do i have to lie die. what is the meaning of this? I don't see anyone here. What the fuck ar you some sort of wise guy? gonna read the news. are you my fairy god mother.