Gahh!!
Im sooo maddd!
So,
my 3rd day was sooo much fun!
I was starting my 4th day
and I was doing soooo great, felt amazing, just watching the little things Id see was so entertaining to me, and got the right amount to caffine to feel awake but no too much so I wouldnt get anxiety or shakiness, but I started feeling sleep so I started to make a pot of coffee, I came back to my room to sit, and I did the most stupid thing ever
"Oh, Ill just lay down for a bit" I looked at the Clock 5:25am, and said "Omgosh I cant wait for today!, I wonder what kind of things I'm gonna see"
Cuz, I like looked looking around cuz Id always see new shiny things, the next thing i know its 2:34pm...
I was soooo mad I screamed cuz I was so extremely mad (As well as using bad language... well a lot of it actually)
uhggg, I was having so much fun, not ever did I feel bad at all
I would go 5 days, 6 is pushing it a little but not ever anymore more then 6, that just makes you stupid
But, honestly, I dont see anything wrong with it.
The most important thing is eating right, and coffee is alright as long as you drink water later to rehydrate and good amount of food, Coffee will make you feel like your not hungry, but later on if you dont eat, your body will have the worst anxiety in the world, and even worse if u drink too much coffee, so just find the right amount,
and you will feel great everyday
Would I do it again?
Yes! =D
But not very often, maybe like one a month, Me and my friend are gonna do this next month sometime.
Buddy system, is like so much more helpfull, and finding things and keeping busy is the easiest way to stay up, its gonna seem like time is endless, but I liked it I enjoyed every second of it, not ever was I bored once, ever
So the long time just made life more fun =)
Oh and dont EVER do exercise. ever.
Unless you want to Eff up your body.
uhg, Im still like sooo mad, but whatev, I dont need to use anything, so, why feel bad when I can just use my own willpower, right?
The thing is, that its not really "hard" I felt like, it was like an adventure, Its hard to explain.
The Hallucinations were soooo amazinggg I miss them =(
I didnt have any scary hallucinations, cuz Id be looking for them the whole time.
and the Euphoric state I was in, was so pleasent, I visited my friend that lives a block from my house at like night.
It was great , all the lights Id see outside at night were like, Celestial, you know? like pretty much amazing.
Anyways, Sleep Deprivation, I dont feel like its bad, only if you research about it first, read other peoples experience with it, take real precautions before starting, get a good nights sleep before it, and having a friend around to help is always fun.
Ask for help ( I only posted this by the way, cuz I know a lot of people think like I do, they'll read a post saying its a bad thing and dont ever try it, but I would say "uhh well, Im gonna try it anyways, I dont care what other people say it sounds like fun"
Honestly, I dont feel bad for thinking that, and I dont care if people like it that I think like that, its my life, So I know other people (not all, obviously) think like that too, So to those that do, hope you have as much fun as I did,)!
PS: Dont ever do this while driving, operation heavy machinery (well any machinery for that matter) NOT EVEN SCISSOR! =)
PSS: and Dont be stupid and go to school/work like that, do it when you have a lot of time, I did it over spring break, =D
"Patients is the key" and it really is too. <3
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