so I fell asleep around 1:30am, and I kept waking up towards 7am and stuff, then I woke up at 9, and I had to go to the bathroom, so I went to the bathroom, then I went back to my room and thought I should do a WILD (well, I was going to anyway, I just had to go to the bathroom) anyway, I got there, and i laid on my back, and I just started counting breaths (1 I am dreaming, 2 I am dreaming, ect) and when I started to get in the 20's my mind started drifting to other thoughts, but I got back on track. then around 40 or so, my body started to feel it was getting heavy (I usually experience this in my WILD attempts) and then i started to feel tingly, nothing drastic, around 70 my left arm started to feel numb (the feeling if you wake up and your hand is under your stomach, how you can't really feel it) that feeling, and it was all tingly, and numb feeling, then it started in my left arm, and also, under my eyelids I would see white, then it would go to random patters (HH) and stuff, (still not in SP. if i twitched I would get kind of a weird tingle sensation in whatever moved) but when I was to like 90, it started getting weird, my right hard, (mainly hand, wrist, and forearm area) it felt like it was doing "the wave" like my arm was bending impossibly...still not in SP but weird feeling. it was doing that for a while, then i finally gave up. (the whole time period was about 20 minutes) and also, sometimes randomly my face would like cringe and my eyes would blink when they're closed. it was weird. does anyone know how close I was? or the weird feeling in my arm?
thanks
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