So you think i should go to bed at 10:30pm, wake up at 4:00am, and wait till 5:00am then make sure i really relax before trying to go to sleep to try to WILD, gosh i hope that getting in to my first pure LD i dont exit straight up from being too excited lol.
Im starting to lose interest in doing it cause im failing so many times, although i was doing it wrong, i does kill alil inside each time it fails.... i just dont want to wake up and go to bed at 5:00am and it not happen and be a waste of my time..... Up side though id be sleepy so i could have a sleep in the afternoon, but if i was to do it then i could only sleep for 1 hour before i tried doing it.
You know i just dont want to fail..... god with my imagination..... it would be ridiculous but grrrr, failing....... ....... o.o.... im too negative xD I just realised.

So basically ill go to bed at 5:00am. Relax, TRY to go to sleep, whilst trying to stay conscious using my anchor (which i dont know what would work yet.... actually, could music work, the sound of the beach?? I have that to play when i try to LD maybe ill do that) AND HOPEFULLY ill be able to WILD and stay concious get in CHUCK A PARTY.... and probs wake up instantly, and rage quit. Lol.



Sound good you think?