My first unexpected WILD experience

**laylol** · 11-21-2010 06:48 AM

Last night, I set up my alarm to 10am so I could wake up and start studying for my exam. I slept well, couldn't remember any dream when my alarm set off but I knew I didn't want to do homework, so I procrastinated and tried to fall asleep again. I was thinking about that one girl that was supposed to come over today, how I could make a move on her. I started imagining a lot of scenarios, fantasizing about different outcomes in my half-asleep state when suddenly, I had the feeling that my mind got sucked into a black hole, that refreshing goosebumps went through my entire body, I started to hear the sound of a thousand crickets singing next to my ears. It was a blast, I didn't understand what was going on at first, but then I realized that I attained SP for the first time in my life, and it wasn't even on purpose.

I got excited, tried to enjoy every second of my SP, but then it just wasn't doing anything anymore. I tried to stay in my position but no more noise, no more black hole and fresh goosebumps, I was just feeling uncomfortable because my knees were pressing against each other and I finally gave up and moved them. It was nonetheless awesome.

For the next hours, I tried to reproduce my SP, successfully. I had 3 SP in three hours, they were all as surprising and exciting as the first one, but I couldn't make it to a LD. Every time I'd think about my body and I'd feel uncomfortable, lose the SP momentum and just move breaking out of the state.

I finally woke up at 1pm, and it was the most exciting morning of my life.

**mcwillis** · 11-22-2010 11:27 PM

Fantastic. Four experiences of SP in one morning. Study and you will probably make an excellent WILD'er one day.

**PaeFin** · 11-23-2010 12:31 AM

That's frankly excellent. Keep practicing

**Snowboy** · 11-23-2010 12:44 AM

That's cool! You should hit a LD soon!

Welcome to DV, and good luck!

**laylol** · 11-23-2010 05:16 AM

Thanks guys,

The thing thing that made the whole experience so cool is that I really wasn't expecting it. I knew that some people could get to a SP state, but I was skeptical and I never thought that I could get there without A LOT of practice.

I would have also expected the transition to be slow, smooth and hard to notice, but that you would be in that SP state and get some HH at the end of it. However, when it happened to me, it was nowhere near smooth. I just felt I got randomly sucked into a black hole.. it was very vivid and then I started to that buzz that got surprisingly loud.

The second I realized I was in SP, I got super excited, I tried to focus, to keep my previous thoughts and stay in that state, but I just couldn't and it all faded away.

Gonna try again this weekend.