Am I close to WILD?

[jardoss]

Hey, thanks for stopping by. Appreciate it Well, Ive been trying to do WILD and MILD the last two months. Two days ago I am pretty sure Ive go as far as I have ever done before. -I lied on my back. Not moving, just focusing on my breathing. after ten minutes I suddenly saw colors flashing and floating in front of my eyes like colored curtains, or the colors you see when you press your eyeball with your finger. -Then my body got numb. A little while later I was like I was flying. I could absolutely not position where my finger, or hand, was. Or If it was there at all. -Then the colors started taking shape. I saw a blue sky, like it was in the middle of the night. And a huge black castle in front of it. I didnt focus on it, just watch it while I was relaxing. Then it disepeared, and another one started building itself in the left corner of my eye. Some seconds later it was like I was going at extremely high speed in the middle of a city, on a boat. Buildings flew by. -Then it was like someone punched me in the shoulder, and my whole body started vibrating. Some seconds later I could hear a sound, a woman just saying something. Then it was gone. Imagery was still taking shape as different buildings and mountains. But then something scared the shit out of me, It was like someone threw a wooden stock in the ground just next to my ear. But I got togehter pretty quickly and started hearing other noises. - and then everything became black. Nothing, absolutely nothing. I tried to do a reality check after a while. I wasnt dreaming. Am I close? What am I doing wrong? Would really appreciate help :-)

[frederom]

i think you were close to wild! It sounds like you made it up to sleep paralysis and had some hypnagogic hallucinations witch is very good. Now i'm thinking you may have had a false awakening (even if the reality check tells the opposite) or you were just not in REM sleep so the dream never build up. anyway you are in the good way keep up the good work

[Matte87]

I moved the thread to the WILD section. And it actually sounds like you managed to WILD but were thrown out before your mind had a chance to make up a complete scenery. It might have been just hypnagogic images, but in any case, you're very close! Next time tell yourself "I am dreaming" or perhaps "All feelings are in my head". I do the second mantra when I go into SP from a DEILD. Good luck!

[jardoss]

I would like to thank you all, these replys have been very helpfull Thanks