Hi there to all who are reading, last night i experienced my first signs of going into a WILD, and for some unknown reason when i was just about to drift off my mind immediately woke up again while my body was on the verge of falling asleep and i wasn't trying to WILD but somehow managed to as after i gained awareness again i felt a really weird feeling that was deep and heavy, my body felt like it was expanding then came vibrations. I was so happy that i randomly got the chance to attempt a WILD by random and so i embraced the opportunity not expecting what was to come next.. after feeling the vibrations and thinking wow this is really odd but so cool i started picturing a dream scene id go into however i struggled to start picturing it but then it became clear like an actual picture and i was ever so surprised as to how real it was getting but my mind started to stray and the blob of white that had detailed textures on it turned in to a very terrifying dead girls face but she was looking down and was limp.. but she was slowly looking up and then i wanted to bail out as i didnt want to go into what seemed like it was going to be a lucid nightmare . After stopping the vibrations i was very annoyed at myself for throwing away this opportunity after 7 weeks of ADA and reality checks ect.. all for this moment to have a fully blown LD and i threw it away because of a scary face :/. I dont understand why i randomly got that awareness or why my mind was forming the face of that dead girl... (also i attempted this after 4-5 hours of sleep) After all of this i did try again and i got to the point where i felt myself falling so naturally i jumped :/. Any ideas why my mind decided to show me a dead girl and why i got this random sporadic awareness ?