Okay last night I tried the wild technique. I allowed my body to become aware and just be a passive observer I got to the sleep paralysis where it became hard to breath and my neck and under was all tingling and unable to move. I knew this was goinfg to happen so I kept repeating "this is a dream" and then my forehead started becoming tingly feeling and then my eyes got tingly also. At this point I was just staring at the blackness /random lighting under my eyelids. Then a demon appears and gets closer and I say hi to it ( what Idiot says hi to a demon) I knew to be passive observer so I said hi and at that it turned into jesus and he hugged me and I felt warm inside annd every now and then rand om images appeared before my eyes but never went into a dream so I gave up and ended the sleep paralysis (breathed in heavily wiggled toes then got up and looked at the time. I started at 2:00 and it was 4:00! I don't know why I couldn't go into the dream. Oh and also somewhere in the technique I felt my head go heavy and a voice say go down and I tried to go down into a dream but nothing happened. What am I doing wrong? |
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