Ok. (take a breath) Now. after sleeping like 6 hours. i got up for WBTB and went back to sleep. this time I wanted to do a WILD. (several failed attempts before) so after laying still like 10 minutes and I change side for 10 minutes more and feel a little sleepy . so the confusion starts here. I don't know it was my imagination or I passed out into dream. a lady told me that "you can WILD even moving your head" that doesn't make any sense and after 5 seconds. I suddenly felt a vibration through whole my body (a little strong.starts from my head) and i panicked (a little because it was scary!) everything was black and I only see dotted color patterns. and the sensation slowly fade away. I thought that I was in sleep paralysis and maybe in a dream now. but i was not.
So what is it people i don't get this.
and when I get up and went back to sleep I think i was lucid but the dream was muddy and it was a little scary. I dream that i was in my bed and everything around me is dark (like it is 12oclock and all lights are off) I suddenly thought that i must be dreaming i did a finger through palm reality and it didnt work. and the nose plug RC did work. I always feared the darkness in my dreams. so i started screaming to get up but i cant scream its like my voice is very low. finally i got up.
so this is the journey of confusions of my last night.
any thoughts people.