Thread: WILDing? Give this a try.

Some notes. Not a bad start. 2 smaller naps and one core for now.

Recall in bolded text, thoughts in “quotes", SP experiences in turquoise
And deep blue for lucidity. Italics for notes

May 2nd- 6 Hour core
1) Family crisis, mom’s disappointed in my professional path,
the house looks re modeled.

May 2nd Nap (1)-After tossing and turning for a while A Rumbling, rushing, a sensation of tumbling and pulling. “Sleep paralysis, I still feel my physical body though, let’s give it time, too much coffee”… Tumbling and rumbling some more. Awaken.

(This soundtrack plays as I bounce around in SP. http://www.youtube.com/watch/?v=oyjbNWf3htw)
ENERGIZED after nap.




May 3rd- 5 Hour core recall-

1)At her house, her brother is there. It was all a big misunderstanding, I should really call her, and not ignore anymore. She wouldn't answer, and I have no energy for that business, anyway
2)With hundreds of others, we are in an overcrowded overseas laundromat. It's a firetrap.
3)Girl from class, a real mess is screaming at me, she looks like a hooded “The Ring” girl. She is descending a spiral staircase toward me.
4) A family gathering, I take a nap, "Maybe I can WILD" in a back room and a “shadow man” is in the corner. He slowly floats toward me “Holy shit, this is like sleep paralysis, but that guy's real so this isn't SP”.

Recall is better than it's been in a long time. This is still adaptation- I will begin trying to incorporate multiple naps. It's 3 AM here. Nap at 6 or 7 AM. Thus far I feel great, pumped, and hitting the books.