So, today, I've tried to WILD two times, at 7:45 AM and 11:30 AM.
First time I used WBTB and I was laying still using game of associations as mental anchor. I've lost focus a couple of time, but I continued anyway. After a while I was dreaming. It wasn't long dream, anyway, it ended by specter possessing me. I woke up, but continued to lay. Then I felt like I am leaving my body. I thought "I will be lucid!" but I woke up.
Second time I was napping while listening to metronome on my phone (when I just count I lose focus very easily, so I used metronome. All hail smartphones ). I adjusted it to my breathing and I was counting inhale-one... exhale-I'm dreaming. After counting to 150 metronome stopped (I adjusted it to stop after 150) and I continued counting on my own. After 20-30 counts I tried imagining my room and stimulating multiple senses. But then I saw some zombie-like hand coming out of computer screen. I was looking at myself (3rd person), but I switched to first person as the hand grabbed me and pulled inside screen. I found myself standing on the lake. I thought "Man, this water is cold", and I woke up again, but then I felt extreme heaviness in my hand and heatwave in my head. I continued imagining my room and that lake, but I couldn't do it. After a while I got up and did RC to see if it is hopefully FA, but it wasn't. Going to try tomorrow again.
Do you think I was going to enter LD or it was just me imagining it was going to be LD?
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