Thanks RabelSeven!
Anyways, I literally JUST tried again, I tried taking a 30-45 minute nap. I was able to get to SP really easily, I was (almost?) completely numb - couldn't feel a thing, not my bed sheets, the spit in my mouth, nothing! I tried letting go of everything except the ticking of my clock. After about 10-20 minutes, I think I had some HH, two or three voices. Although I'm not sure if it was a psychosomatic hallucination or a genuine HH. At one point (not sure if it was before or after the voices), I saw what looked kind of like a circular opening or portal floating in front of me, staying pretty much in place, but moving slightly - everything beyond it was the same colors as those florescent blobs u tend to see - to a grassy hill with a crooked sign post. I could see two arrow shaped pieces of wood, one pointing to my left, the other to the right. I couldn't make out what was one them, although they may have just said "left'' and ''right''. Was this the "gateway" that people keep talking about? If so, what should I have done at it? Eventually it floated away and everything went to numb darkness again. I decided to get up, hoping to wake up in a dream. Sadly, it was unsuccessful. :C
So, ideas?
Side question: When I'm conscious while my body is asleep, does it "count" as being asleep? I can't tell
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