I was laying in bed, half asleep when suddenly my body got heavy. Now I don't like sleep paralysis at all. It scares me. So, I tried resisting it and getting up. Of course that didn't work. So, next I tried calling for help, but my voice was too weak. So then I remembered I can roll into a dream while in SP. So I thought "**** it, I'll get a free dream out of it." So I tried rolling out of bed...



Except I actually rolled out of bed with my body still heavy. I was like "wtf?" so I started walking around in complete darkness with my eyes closed. I opened my eyes it felt like, but stilll total darkness, so then I took my fingers and peeled my eyelids open. Still utter darkness. So then I thought "Hey, I wonder if I can feel anything like this" so I put my arms out and felt around. I grabbed like a long, metal rod off the ground it seemed, but then it felt like it jerked away or someone jerked it away from me. Then I woke up. Got up after a few minutes, and turned the light on a little shaky.



So, any ideas why I didn't go into a normal lucid dream this time, but instead went into a dark hell?



Also, the SP didn't scare me that much this time as it did last time. I know it sounds like I was about to go into a panic attack by the way I made it sound, but I was only moderately frightened. I mean, I didn't want to do it, I actually wanted to get up in a few minutes and being paralyzed isn't one of my favorite past times, but it wasn't AS scary as it sometimes is. The wandering around in total darkness with no idea where I was, and things being jerked out of my grasp scared the hell out of me though.