I had a nap this afternoon and tried WILDing. My other attempts have resulted in hallucinations, but I've not made it to SP while keeping awareness.
Anyway, during this attempt I tried counting, and eventually I lost focus. However, I found my focus came back to me just before I felt like what I can only describe as a wave or rush up from my toes across my entire body. It was like a gentle sensation of energy that also very slightly felt like a push in to the bed. Afterwards I felt like I couldn't move, but wasn't 100% sure. It was most noticeable in my right hand which was had been in a sort of claw shape and now felt quite solid almost as though I was gripping an invisible ball or bar.
I lay there and thought how great it was that I might have a chance to lucid dream. I was just waiting for something to happen or for some hallucinations to start, but I felt really really aware and nothing came at all. Then my body started to feel what I can only describe as getting softer.
At that point I decided that I may not have been paralysed at all and so I tried to move just a bit to test it. It took maybe a second or two for my body to respond and I was left pretty confused.
So, I'm wondering if I actually experienced SP, or was is just some weird feeling? Would it be super obvious that I'm paralysed so that there would be no doubt, or what?
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