Thread: Gemstones & Crystals for Dreaming

I have two things, personal issues/problems, pertaining to this thread and gemstones. I want to try using some stones for healing. Also interested in them for dreaming.. My healing situation pertains to the untimely death of a couple friends in 2008, and here we are in 2012, and it still really weighs on me. It's very dark. I felt I died with them and I think in some ways I did. Still struggling. Secondly, my dreams. I have had a handful of remembered psychic dreams in my life. The first one, I was young and light and open and dorky enough to think was so neat. I think I thought it was just the coolest coincidence ever, and I could hold it dear and always wonder if I had special powers. The interested, fascinated kid spirit was/(still is kinda, sometimes, maybe when I'm drunk...) like COOL! neat! It's mysterious and fantastic and wow cool! The mind of a twelve year old... blah blah. After it happened several more times, I started to become quite unnerved and uncomfortable with it. My favorite subjects as a child and to this day, is astrology, physics and philosophy. When I turned seventeen I started broadening my research and read books on various occult subjects, always a more and more open mind, until I started to have severe anxiety. I had to stop. I still like it best, in my home of science. But I'm starting to feel like I have my head in the sand, and we only live once...... it just sucks, I don't have any clue what it means, what it is, what to do about it.. because it's out of the realm of the science I'm familiar with, I feel like...... like a picture I drew when I was 14. A person with no hands and standing in the dark... IDK. but recently I have had a couple psychic dreams again..... trying to deal and figure it out. While I'm totally leaving the realm of my scientific knowledge, I figured why not sleep with some gemstones and see what happens. I slept with a clear choppy quartz, a tigers eye, hematite, amethyst, and two stones that I have no clue what they are, one is brownish/caramel and shiny, and the other is a yellowish white glassy looking one. I have a collection of stones, because I always thought they were neat... never thought they were powerful in any other way than the fact that they have the power to make me want to hold them, look at them and admire them, as a admirer of interesting/ unique and beautiful things. . Well after sleeping with them in a pouch on a string on my neck last night I don't remember any lucid dreams (Oh I didn't even get into my lucid dreams. I am an ex-very adept lucid dreamer, lost serious control in 2000) , psychic dreams. I had a couple nightmares, which I have been having lately, a couple times a week. Didn't remember them very clearly. Well, I think I am about to start looking for others, and guidence, and knowledge of why my dreams could even possibly tell the future... I still don't like it. peace